Breaking Down

By Allmine

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Published by Lulu Press www.lulu.com Copyright © November 2007 by Allmine Editors: Rileigh St. James Jayha Leigh Cover Artist: Allmine

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DEDICATION To all the members of the P.A.W Posse, who inspire me in ways they can’t imagine. I’m forever grateful for the love, friendship and sisterhood. To Jayha, for teaching me the joy of answering a question with “Hell No” To Ms JJ and Drea, for telling me to “shut the hell up and write already!” To Von, my own personal cheerleader. To ‘Aunt’ Donna, Wise Woman of the South. And to Rileigh, twin sister of my heart. The Universe pauses when We speak.

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CHAPTER ONE

She must have been staring for a full minute before he looked over at her. There he was, at the end of the bar, looking fine as hell – as usual. 6’3”, sky blue eyes, wavy black hair, lightly tanned skin glowing even in the pallid décor, his suit tailored to fit a body acquired by hours spent at the gym. Devin wondered if there were briefs under that suit, or if he’d decided to go commando tonight. It should be illegal for a man to be that fine, Devin thought. Erik returned her gaze and gave her a nod before she grimaced and rolled her eyes, turning her attention back to her drink. She’d seen the bitch attached to his hip. The woman was everything that she was not: blonde for her braids, bone for her hips, plastic tits for her home-grown, vanilla-skinned for her chocolate. The blonde whispered in his ear, her hands traveling languidly down Erik’s chest and disappearing from view. A few seconds passed before her haphazardly tweezed eyebrows rose up, and she licked her lips, a shit-eating grin plastered over her plastic face. Definitely commando. Asshole, Devin thought. He stood up suddenly, excusing himself from his date, and worked his way through the Happy Hour crowd toward Devin’s end of the bar. Fuck.

“Didn’t expect to see you here tonight,” Eric said as he removed her purse from

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the barstool and sat down next to her. Devin looked over at him, and put on her best ‘you-annoy-me’ face. “I doubt that.” Thursday night happy hour at Kelly’s Bar & Grill was the only tradition she pursued. The apostles followed Jesus… Devin followed cheap drinks and free peanuts. “Nice Barbie you’ve got there,” Devin said sarcastically. Erik chuckled. “Barbie?” “Made of plastic – it’s fantastic…” she sing-songed. The drunken businessman sitting at the stool next to her overheard her, and laughing began to sing, “You can brush my hair, undress me every-wheerrree…” Both Erik and Devin paused and looked over at him. “Sorry,” he muttered, raising himself up and stepping away from the bar, humming to himself as he disappeared into the crowd. Devin stifled a giggle as she flagged down the bartender to order another vodka tonic. “Hittin’ those kinda hard tonight, huh?” Erik asked. “That’s not your concern anymore, honey.” she said coldly. “Just an observation. It will probably save some time if you just have the bartender run a hose from the bottle to your mouth,” he said acidly. “Fuck you Erik!” she yelled. A few heads turned their way, but Devin, knowing she was already about two sips away from drunk, was too pissed to care about making a scene. This asshole has the nerve to show up at my bar looking fine as hell, throwing his fuck-doll in my face, and then starts talking shit? Hell, he’s the reason I’m drinking in the first place! “What the hell are you doing here anyway? This is my bar! And of course

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you would have some limp-dicked attempt at making me jealous. Are you that stupid?! Did you really think I would care?” Erik stood and grabbed her arm, pushing himself into her, his breath hot on her neck, his lips right by her ear. “No,” he whispered, “I know you care.” One hand gripped her arm tighter while the other began to trace a lazy trail on her inner thigh, fingers lightly sweeping and teasing the flesh. Devin stared down at that hand, her anger quieted for a moment as she lost herself in the sensation, admiring how sexy his peach skin was against her brown. She closed her eyes quickly to block him out. Don’t get turned on, be angry …be angry… be angry… “I know it kills you to see me with Sara. To see her touching me, when I should be touching you…” Erik’s hand moved discretely under Devin’s skirt, his fingers caressing her through her panties. “…tasting you, making you cum for me.” His voice was soft but intense, and suddenly Devin found herself so wet she feared Erik could smell her desire. She knew he could feel the heat from her slit as his stiff finger brushed her panties aside and slipped easily into her depths. She gasped as her eyes flew open, wildly scanning the room to make sure no one was watching. She was trapped on the stool, sandwiched between Erik’s body and the bar. Happy hour was in full swing, and despite her earlier outburst, no one was paying them any attention. Erik fixed his eyes on hers, giving an icy stare as he withdrew his finger and slowly sucked it into his mouth. Devin whimpered softly before she could stop herself. “You left me, Devin,” he said, pulling away from her. “Remember that.” Erik turned away and made his way back into the crowd. Devin watched him

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retreat in silence, before she readjusted her skirt to its proper position. She then slammed the remainder of her vodka tonic, and clumsily made her way out of the bar, mumbling curses under her breath as she stumbled the few blocks toward home.

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CHAPTER TWO As Erik watched Devin trip over her own feet in her haste to leave, he wondered if he had pushed her too far. It had been over three weeks since he’d last spoke to her – or rather, to her voicemail, since Devin wouldn’t answer her phone when she saw it was him calling. He thought the time away would cool her temper, but obviously he was wrong. She was just as mean, denying and unreasonable as she was their last day together. The closer he tried to get to her, the faster she pulled away. Maybe fingering her in the middle of the bar wasn’t the best way to go, he snickered to himself. He’d had a plan. Stalk her at Kelly’s Bar, ply her with a few drinks, and then gently start the long overdue conversation about the state their relationship was in. Of course, as far as Devin was concerned, there was no longer a relationship to discuss. Erik knew he would have to tread lightly - Devin was as skittish as a cat when it came to expressing her emotions, and she would bolt if she felt she was being cornered. She’d done it before. Of course I would fall for the one woman in the world who is afraid of commitment.

He’d come into Kelly’s and chosen a seat far enough away from the door that Devin wouldn’t immediately see him when she came in. He’d sat for nearly a half hour, absently sipping his drink, recalling the last time he had touched her, felt her soft, dark skin against his. His dick began to swell in his pants when he remembered the taste of

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her mouth and the way her lips swelled after he’d kissed them for hours. They had been deliriously happy together – a joyous, delicious year of days spent eating, making love, laughing, sleeping, and then starting all over again the next day. Every time Erik looked at her, he knew this was the woman he would spend the rest of his life with. But after he’d expressed his love for her, she seemed to be in a constant internal struggle. He tried to give her the time she needed, to get her to discuss what she was feeling, but she always made avoided the issue by making some sarcastic comment or changing the subject. His musings turned to the day she’d walked out on him. He’d been unable to stifle his fury, swearing blue streaks, pacing up and down his condo for hours after she left. In a drunken rage, he’d thrown the engagement ring he’d never had the opportunity to give her into his toilet and pissed all over it, determined to forget all about her. But the next morning he’d been filled with remorse and longing, and after reflecting on the previous evenings events (Did I really flush a $10,000 ring down the toilet?), he’d realized that Devin had bolted not because she didn’t love him, but because she was terrified of loving him. Granted, her parents’ marriage had to be the shittiest example of love known to mankind, but that was no reason to run off and destroy their relationship. He had finally found someone he wanted to commit to, to share his life with, and she was trying to run for the hills. Well, fuck that. By the time Devin walked in and ordered her first drink, Erik’s resentment and lust for her had him so twisted he didn’t know whether he wanted to fuck her or shake her until her teeth rattled. His anger was somewhat sated over the next hour as he sat and

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watched her order drink after drink, growling at any man who spoke to her; he realized she was having as rough a time with their breakup as he was. He also realized his “nice and easy” plan was out the window – he was pissed, and she was too deep in the sauce to do anything nicely tonight. His assault would have to be swift – he would have to catch her off guard, and keep her there. It was luck that Devin looked over at him just when that trashy barfly Sara decided to start mauling him. Sara had introduced herself as soon as Erik walked into the bar, flinging her processed tits in his face. He’d told her to get lost, but apparently the bimbo didn’t understand the words Hell No. She hadn’t waited long before coming back over to him, to offer him “another chance.” Devin obviously thought they were together; the scowl on her face when she saw the way Sara was pawing him was enough to make Erik laugh out loud. Jealous, huh? Well, stew in it, sweetheart. Then Sara had dropped her hand to his crotch and fondled his dick, which had been at full mast since Devin had walked in wearing that fucking red skirt. He had always loved Devin in red; the color highlighted the rich tones of her dark skin. Not to mention the skirt highlighted her backside, making her ass look so delicious he wanted to take a bite out of it. Shocked at Sara’s nerve, Erik had quickly removed her hand before stating, “That’s not for you,” and made his way over to Devin. He had been unable to control himself. Once he was within two feet of her, he could smell that scent, the one that was exclusively Devin; rolling sandalwood and vanilla enveloped his senses, and it was all he could do to not throw her across a table

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and mount her right there in front of everyone, claiming her as his. Hell, she’s lucky all I did was take a little taste. If I had done what I wanted, she’d never be able to come into this bar again without blushing. Erik didn’t mean to take things so far so fast – but he didn’t regret it. Devin was finally beginning to understand that he wasn’t going anywhere, and that she was responsible for the mess they were in.

He found that Sara was still at his table when he made his way back to reclaim the rest of his whiskey before he thought better of it. No telling what this crazy chick might have done to his drink. “The black girl turned you down, huh? What do you want with her, when I’m right here?” Sara said sweetly. Erik quickly pushed his drink to the side and, after leaving a generous tip and giving Barfly Sara the finger, he stalked out of the bar, and headed towards Devin’s apartment. She loved him, and she was his – and it was about time she admitted it.

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CHAPTER THREE Devin trudged into her apartment, feeling dizzy from the alcohol and the heat between her thighs. Deciding she was still too sober to process what had happened at the bar, she headed straight to the kitchen to retrieve the vodka from the freezer, and poured herself another drink. Walking over to the stereo, she rummaged through her CD collection looking for a soundtrack for her misery and outrage. Jill Scott? Not angry enough. Billie Holiday? I’m depressed, not suicidal. Miles Davis – perfect. She slumped onto the couch, glass in one hand, her pussy in the other, vainly pressing against the flesh trying to relieve the dull ache Erik had left within her. The bass line of the music gave Devin’s thoughts a rhythm, and his words pounded on-beat like the drums through her skull. You left me Devin…remember that. Like she could forget.

They had been dating for over a year. They had both dated outside their races before, so the interracial issue was never a concern. Erik was everything she never knew she always wanted - loving, passionate, clever, and kinky, with an absolute refusal to put up with any of her bullshit. But the closer they became, the more fearful Devin turned out to be. Though she was knocking on 30 years old, Erik was her first true ‘boyfriend.’ She was used to men being something to keep her occupied between work and sleep, or to play with when her vibrator couldn’t get the job done. She’d heard too many horror stories from her girlfriends of relationships gone wrong, not to mention watching her

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parents’ hellhole of a marriage come crashing down around her family. The idea of letting someone into her emotional space seemed futile and doomed for failure. Erik, with the patience of a monk, began to break through her self imposed barriers, wining and dining Devin for weeks before he even attempted to kiss her. By week two she was in heat, and by week three she was ready to rape him - and he knew it. The sly smile he wore whenever they parted ways told her Erik knew very well the effect he had on her, and enjoyed making her sweat. The night he finally leaned in to bless her with a goodnight kiss, Devin damn near took his head off when she slammed her face into his, shoving her tongue into his mouth, unable to restrain her moans. It seemed to her that they had explored each others mouths for hours when they finally parted to breathe, and he stared in her eyes and said, “You’re mine.” Things had progressed quickly after that. They were practically inseparable – not a day passed where they didn’t see one another, or talk on the phone. Still, that familiar terror would well up inside Devin’s belly whenever Erik said “I love you,” making it impossible for her to even contemplate returning his sentiments without the urge to vomit. Still, Erik hadn’t complained, never demanding a response and continuously supplying her with orgasm after orgasm. That was, until two months had passed, and Devin’s inability to respond to his declarations had Erik growing more agitated by the day. It all came to a fateful conclusion one Sunday morning after a passionate night of lovemaking, while drinking coffee at Erik’s kitchen table - when he looked at her and said, “I’m in love with you.” Devin’s throat tightened as she replied, “I know.” He said, “I think we should move in together.”

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She said, “I think we should see other people.”

The first couple of weeks Erik had tried nonstop to contact her as Devin made herself completely unavailable. Flowers and expensive gifts were constantly being delivered to her office and home, and her voicemail was flooded with his affirmations of love, then his pleas; and when she continued to ignore him, his anger. “You fucking weak bitch, pick up the phone! You owe me an explanation, Devin!” Then, it all stopped. Her phone had ceased ringing, and the last pink roses he’d sent began to wither and die. It was like he had dropped off the face of the planet – or had forgotten about her as quickly as he had become enamored. Her heart felt like it was decaying as the flowers were, slowly and painfully, without the warmth of his body or the stream of his passion to keep her blooming. A hundred times she’d wanted to call him, and tell him she’d made a mistake, and a hundred times she had stopped herself, thinking, You call him now and you are going to end up just like your mother – broken down, tired, raising children you don’t want to please a man you can’t stand, and then devastated when he leaves your pathetic ass for some nineteen year old skank. Better this pain now. Better you walking away first, than facing the pain of HIM leaving YOU later.

Tonight at the bar was the first time Devin had seen or heard from Erik in weeks. Why did he come there? Was it to torture me? To rub it in my face that he’s moved on? Then why did he touch me? Why did I let him? She barely heard the knock at the door over the music. Devin closed her eyes and took a deep breath, knowing that at 2 a.m. there was only one person it could be.

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CHAPTER FOUR Devin checked her reflection in the mirror in the entryway before she opened the door slowly, drink still in hand. Erik leaned against the doorframe, wrinkling his pinstriped suit. His face was unreadable as he stared at her, not saying a word, just his ice blue eyes looking over her body as though he was remembering the many times she was spread open beneath him, her brown breasts heaving, panting for him to fuck her. Their eyes met, the silence of the moment strangling like hands around the throat. She opened her mouth to ask him what he was doing there, but before she could speak, Erik pulled her into his arms and used his body to push her back into the apartment. She barely had time to respond before Erik kicked the door shut with his foot and shoved her against the wall, attacking her mouth with a fierceness that stole her breath. Her cocktail fell to the floor and shattered as she wrapped her arms around his neck, all pretense of anger forgotten as she hungrily dove into him, her lips straining against his. Again and again, Erik’s tongue dipped into her mouth, his passion overwhelming her as his hands worked frantically to free her breasts from the confines of her blouse and bra. “Stop!” she cried out, panting. “No.” “Erik… please wait.” She had to work to catch her breath as Erik lessened his hold. He kept her pinned against the wall, his hands moving up to her shoulders as he began to place light kisses and bites along her jaw line. “No.” he whispered. “I’ve waited for you to come to your senses long enough.”

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“Did you kiss her?” “Who?” “The Barbie doll.” Devin hated how insecure she sounded, but she had to know. Erik smothered his smile before he tilted his head away from her neck to look at her. “No,” he answered. “I did not kiss her, and I didn’t touch her. I haven’t touched another woman since I met you.” His kisses continued down her neckline toward her collarbone, gaining pressure and speed the lower he moved. “But I’m glad she caught your attention.” “Asshole.” Her curses faded as Erik ripped open her blouse, his hands quickly attacking her swollen breasts, gently squeezing and caressing them until Devin moaned from the pleasure. When he freed her from the bra and she felt the heat from his mouth surround her swollen tip, she nearly screamed. Erik suckled her nipple, lightly nipping it as he kneaded and pinched the other. She allowed her hands to sweep through his dark, silky hair as she pressed his head closer, unable to control the movement of her hips when she felt his hand release her breast and slide down the small of her back to cup her ass. Erik firmly squeezed her, and she wrapped her leg around his waist as he placed his body between her legs. Devin felt his shaft, hard as a rock through his pants, the heat and stiffness of it making her pussy weep in anticipation. His mouth released her nipple and he moved up to kiss her. His tongue slipped between her lips, and he felt his dick swell when he tasted vodka and her honey flavor. His groan was swallowed by her mouth as she reached between them and stroked his cock through his pants, feeling it grow to its full nine inches.

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“Oh, baby,” she said seductively. “You’re so hard for me.” Devin started to unzip his slacks, but Erik quickly reached down and grabbed her wrists, locking her arms over her head. Erik pushed his body weight against her, pinning her to the wall. “What do you think you’re doing?” he asked. His voice was hard. “I was pulling your cock out so you could fuck me,” she cooed softly at him. “You want me, don’t you?” “You think you’re in control here?” “I’m not the one who came to the door begging.” “Neither am I.” Erik sighed. “Do you really think after three months of treating me like shit, I would forgive you this easily?” Devin’s jaw dropped. “Oh no, baby. I’m not begging, but I guarantee you will before this night is over.” He traced her lips with his tongue, sucking on her bottom lip before he continued. “You aren’t in control of anything here,” he said. “I’m running this fuck tonight.”

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CHAPTER FIVE Oh shit. His words made her so wet she could feel her juices begin to run down her thighs. His eyes bore into hers, daring her to contradict him. Devin couldn’t say a word. She was caught like a deer in headlights at his gaze, and though part of her wanted to rebel against his dominance, the aching within her for his touch was too heavy to ignore. Releasing her wrists, Erik began to caress her, his hands slowly petting her skin, eyes never leaving her face. She brought her arms down to wrap around his neck to draw him closer, to pull him inside her body and feel him expand within her. “Did I tell you to move your fucking arms?” he whispered. Devin moved her arms back over her head, locking her wrists in her hands, surprising herself with the quickness of her obedience. Erik smiled, but his face held no humor. “That’s better. Good girl.” Heat flushed her body from head to toe. She’d never been one for the ‘dominance sex’ scene, but something about his calling her ‘good girl’ with that look of malice on his face caused her pussy to get wetter than she had ever been. It shocked the hell out of her, and Devin could do little more than stare at him as he began his assault on her senses. Snap out of it girl! her inner voice rallied. Who the hell does he think he is talking to you like that? Shut up! her pussy replied. I’m about to get fucked – and fucked hard – so just shut the hell up!

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Erik kissed her softly, his tongue lightly sweeping across her full lips, gently forcing its way inside her mouth. His hands moved swiftly against her hips, raising her skirt and hooking his thumbs inside of her panties. Kicking glass shards out of the way, he slowly slid down her body to his knees, pulling her panties down her legs as he descended. He raised her right leg and hooked it over his shoulder, biting her inner thigh before he plunged his tongue deep into her. Erik sighed with relief; he’d been dreaming about this for weeks. He began to work his mouth against her pussy as if it were her lips, french kissing her clit while nipping at her folds. The wet heat caused goose bumps to break out all over her body, and her legs started to twitch uncontrollably. Her breath came in hard pants as she moaned, arching her back to press herself harder into his face. The more Erik licked and suckled her cunt the wetter she became, and soon he was thrusting his tongue inside her pussy, groaning as he eagerly swallowed all of her juices. “So sweet,” he whispered. “You taste like honey.” “Erik, oh God…baby, yes!” Devin moaned. She felt his smile against her as one hand squeezed her ass while two fingers on his other hand began to slide into her pussy. She tightened her inner walls as he invaded, and she looked down at him as his mouth once again found her clit. This man. My God, this man. This man in his tailored suit kneeling down between MY thighs, worshipping me. This man, working up a sweat to bring me pleasure. This man, making me his. This man, this man, this man… His hand began to work her, fingers slowly plummeting themselves into her folds

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and retracting almost to the tip. Her arms were aching from holding her pose and she lowered them, running her hands through his hair while locking his head into place. Erik immediately froze, stilling his fingers movement and removing his mouth from her. “What the hell?!” she asked indignantly. “Put your arms back against the wall,” he demanded sharply, “and don’t move them again.” Devin knew better than to argue with him. His tone implied he wouldn’t give a fuck anyway. She raised her arms and placed them back into position, afraid he would stop touching her all together if she didn’t comply.

Erik went back to his task like a man obsessed. Devin’s mind fogged as she felt him attack her clit like he had forgotten she was attached to it. He rolled it on his tongue over and over again, grazing her flesh with his teeth until she was crying out his name. He lifted his eyes to meet hers, and she nearly came from the emotion she saw within them. He gave her everything of himself in those eyes – his love, his devotion, his possession – and she felt clarity pour over her like a bucket of cold water. This man, who has always been honest with me. This man, who fucks me so good and so hard I stutter for days afterward. This man, who put up with my crazy ass for over a year. This man, who loved me freely and truly, and never asked for anything except that I love him in return. My man.

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Devin could feel her insides begin to swirl as her clit began to pulse between his lips. Erik’s eyes bore into hers, and Devin knew she couldn’t hold it any longer. She was about to cum – and cum hard. “Oohh, I’m... I’m cumming!” she cried out. Erik immediately released her clit and pulled his face away from her, his fingers still trapped inside her cunt. Hooking his fingers inside, he gently rubbed her g-spot, keeping her on the brink, but not letting her cross over. He looked up at her, his eyes sparkling with passion, but his face was stern. Her juices shone over his mouth and chin, and he licked his lips, savoring the taste of her. “Who have you been seeing, Devin?” he said with a small smile. What?! “Huh?” Erik drove his fingers deep into her, causing her pussy to tighten and her eyes to roll back into her head. “Who have you been seeing?” “No… no one!” she panted. “No one, hmm?” Devin watched as he turned his glance back to her pussy and let his tongue roll over her clit. The sensation slammed her into incoherency. She needed to cum so badly she could barely breathe. “You haven’t been with anyone else since me?” I cannot believe this muthafucka is trying to have this conversation right now… “Jesus Christ, Erik!” Devin screeched. “I swear on my soul there’s no one else - now please, please, let me cum!” she begged. Her legs began to shake from the strain of supporting her body and the physical

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pleasure being denied her. Her heart was pounding so loud and hard within her chest she could hear the rush of blood in her eardrums; and she was sweating hard enough to revert a perm back into naps. Her hips moved as though they had a mind of their own – pumping themselves towards his face, trying to make contact with his mouth as her pussy squeezed his fingers. Please let me cum, please me cum, please let me cum…

“Well, if you haven’t been seeing anyone…” He paused, taking her outer lips into his mouth and sucking the folds gently. He released them, planting a kiss on her inner thigh before he tilted his head up to look her in the eye. “..then why did you leave me?”

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CHAPTER SIX “Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck FUCK!!!” she whispered. She couldn’t tell if it was sweat or tears running down her face. Erik slowly withdrew his fingers from her heat only to plunge them inside her again. Her knees buckled and he shifted his weight against her to keep her upright and pinned to the wall. “I can’t do this now, Erik…can we talk about this later?” The emotional freedom and the devotion to him that she herself had only discovered minutes before was not ready to show itself to the world. “Why. Did. You. Leave. Me.” He repeated. She was silent, trying to catch her breath and find the words to explain herself. Erik took her silence as insubordination and used his thumb to draw small circles over her clit, lightly caressing as if to remind what was as stake. “I’m not going to let you cum until you answer me.” Oh, son of a bitch! He wins! He wins! Tell him! her pussy screamed. “I was scared,” she said quietly. Devin closed her eyes and titled her head towards the ceiling, trying to gain control over herself. “Of what?” he asked plainly, like he already knew what the answer was. Her legs started to twitch again, and her head felt like she was underwater. Her body was crumbling under his torture. Every ounce of blood in her body flowed to her pussy, and Devin could feel herself swell and tighten against his stroking, straining for a release that was just beyond her grasp. “I... I’ve never felt this way about anyone. I was afraid… oh, fuck, baby, please

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don’t stop touching me…” she cried. Erik chuckled as his fondling of her continued. “You were afraid of…?” he guided. “I was afraid you’d leave!” She groaned, exasperated. “I was scared that… that when I told you how I felt…oh my God….that you’d realize you didn’t really love me, and you’d leave, or end up using it against me! I’ve seen it before - hell, I’ve done it before! We…I mean, I couldn’t take that…so I left you before you could leave me.”

Erik was silent at her admission. So was Devin. She felt as though a weight had been lifted from her shoulders – a weight she didn’t even know was there. The tears flowed from her eyes easily now as she looked at him, unashamed, submitting to personal honesty for the first time in her life. But his expression didn’t change. The only way she knew Erik actually heard her was by the way his hands began to move faster against her, his thumb applying a heavier force on her button. Oh, thank you God, just a little more, I’m almost there… “And how do you feel about me?” Erik asked softly. Devin closed her eyes, and took a deep breath. “I need to hear it, baby,” he whispered. She opened her eyes, and gave him a small smile as she said, “I’m in love with you.” He smiled back at her as he slid another finger into her aching pussy, persistently

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massaging her. “Say it again,” he demanded, his voice husky. Devin moaned under his ministrations. “I love you, Erik.” “Again.” “I love you…” “And again…” “I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you…” She chanted her mantra to him as he dove into her pussy, sucking her clit into his mouth with such force that she felt her toes curl. He sucked hard at the root, and his tongue lapped at the sensitive tip as she came in a river a wetness that drenched his face. Her body shook uncontrollably as she screamed herself hoarse, no longer able to form words as her cunt tensed so tightly around his hand it felt like she was trying to crush it. The vibrations from his groans sent her to another level as her leg hooked around his neck, and she saw stars, flashing in colors all around her as she came. Erik wrapped his arm around her hips, trying to hold her steady as she began to calm down. With one last lick he slowly removed himself from between her thighs, and gently released her leg from his shoulder before pulling her skirt down to its correct position. He then stood to his feet and took Devin into his arms.

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CHAPTER SEVEN She hurt, and she knew she looked like she’d crawled through nine levels of hell. Her makeup had sweated off of her face long ago, while braids were tangled all over her head from her thrashing. Her silk blouse was ripped and some of the buttons were missing, and her bra was twisted while one breast hung haphazardly from its cup. Her entire body was stiff and aching, she was breathing like she had asthma, but the pleasure from his touch still rolled through her, shaking her frame with mini tremors. “You can put your arms down now,” he chuckled. Shit. She hadn’t even realized she still had them over her head. He pulled her tighter to him and Devin flung herself at him, kissing him deeply, tasting herself on his lips. Damn, he’s right. I do taste sweet. They kissed passionately, their bodies rediscovering one another as though they’d been separated for years. He was still rock hard in his slacks, and his cock snuggled itself against her thighs, vainly trying to breach the layers of material that separated him from her treasure. Their kissing turned into light, romantic pecks as they slowed to catch their breath. “How you feeling, baby?” Erik inquired. “Uh…” she croaked. Her voice was completely shot from all her screaming. He laughed as he guided her over to the couch and sat her down. Devin relaxed into the cushions, trying to get her breathing under control as she pondered the possible

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aftermath of the current situation. Though the sex between them had always been cataclysmic, Erik had never so blatantly taken control. It was damn sexy, and something she never knew she desired. If any other man had purposefully kept her from cumming, she would have kicked him in the jaw and thrown his ass out of the door. Looking back on it, she was shocked to realize that she had actually enjoyed every agonizing second of Erik’s torture. She was glad he forced her to be honest with herself, and with him – had taken the power out of her hands. If this was sex with emotional freedom, she’d been an idiot to run from him for so long. The feelings of shame and vulnerability came suddenly, rolling over Devin in waves as the weight of her words and actions began to sink in. This was new territory. She was in love with Erik – she could admit that now – but it was difficult to overrun years of emotional avoidance with one amazing orgasm. Though she had definitely learned from the experience, she still wasn’t entirely sure she was ready for this relationship, or ready to be what Erik deserved.

Sighing, Devin glanced over at Erik. He was gazing at her, wiggling his eyebrows and grinning at her like he was the shit. “Oh, shut up!” she laughed. “Yes, that is the hardest I’ve ever cum in my life, but don’t be gettin’ all cocky. You’re still an asshole.” “And you’re still an evil bitch. But you’re mine.” “Am I?” she asked. Erik tenderly took her face into his hands, forcing her to look directly into his

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eyes even as she tried to look away. “Always. Never doubt that,” he stated, his face expressing his sincerity. She nodded, but she still looked nervous. “Look Devin, I know being in love is new to you. And I know that right now you are practically crawling out of your skin because of how vulnerable you feel – but baby, I’m not your father, so you just need to get the fuck over it.” Her eyes widened at his statement and she looked good and ready to cuss him out, so he quickly kissed her lips to take away the sting of his words. “I can only imagine how difficult it was going through your parents’ divorce, and I’m not trying to trivialize that. But you have got to stop punishing yourself – and me – for their mistakes. I won’t take advantage of the trust you’ve given me,” Erik continued, “and I will never hurt you. I’m here, Devin, right here, and I’m not going anywhere. But this running away and denial bullshit you’ve been pulling stops right here and now. You need to understand I will never let you walk away from me again.” His voice had gone steel with that last statement, though his face was soft, showing his affection for her. Devin took a deep breath before she spoke. “I get it,” she said. “And I still have some things to work through, to truly be comfortable with being this open with someone. We…I mean, I… fuck! What I’m trying to say is that I really do love you Erik – I am so in love with you, and I…I want to be with you. So, I’m willing to try if -”

His lips slammed into hers before she could finish, his tongue forcing her mouth open and diving in to taste her sweetness. His hands went from cradling her face to becoming lost in her hair, holding tightly enough to cause a painful shimmer to flow

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across her skull and down her spine, his hunger for her palpable in the heat of the room. She clutched at him blindly, one hand catching in his soft hair as the other eased past his chest to fondle his dick through his pants. She began gently squeezing, rhythmically rotating her hand from the tip to the base as he swelled to complete erectness. His kiss turned into a throaty moan in her mouth as his hips picked up the tempo she set. Jesus, this woman is going to be the death of me, he thought as her moans reached his ears. Devin was trying crawl onto his lap when Erik quickly untangled himself and stood up in front of her, giving a slight grin. Devin knew that look. That was a look that said I hope you’ve recovered, ‘cuz you’re about to get fucked. “Devin, say it again,” he demanded. She licked her lips, her heart beating excitedly as she said, “I love you.” “And I love you,” he answered, his voice heavy. “More than my life. Now, get on your fucking knees.” His voice trembled with lust, his need for her apparent even though what he spoke was obviously a command. Devin rose from the couch and stood close to him, pressing her body against his as she removed his suit jacket from his muscular frame. Their lips were so close they were breathing in each others mouths. “Why?” she whispered. “I want your lips on my cock.” He pulled her into him, kissing her gently before releasing her from his arms. “Get on your knees. Now.”

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CHAPTER EIGHT Loving his forcefulness, Devin slowly removed the remainder of her clothing. His breath became quicker as each inch of her flesh was revealed, and she slowly unbuttoned his shirt as she lowered herself to floor, eye level to his hips. But when she reached for his belt, Erik grabbed her hands, stopping her. “I didn’t tell you to do that yet. First, I want to hear you ask,” he said softly. “What?” she asked, looking up at him. “I want to hear you ask me – no, I want to hear you beg me to suck my cock. I want you to tell me how much you love it. I want to know how much you want my cock in your mouth.” Devin grinned as she began to nuzzle against the crotch of his slacks. She felt him twitch under her cheek, the heat from him almost searing. I can play this game. She slid her hands up Erik’s legs, caressing his thighs before her arms wrapped around to squeeze his ass. Pushing his crotch against her face she inhaled deep, taking in his scent as she rubbed her face against him. She moaned softly, and his hand grabbed the back of her head, drawing her closer to him. “Erik,” she pleaded, “please let me touch you. I need to taste you. I need your dick on my tongue. I want you in my mouth, I want to suck you, and swallow you until you cum in my mouth. Please, baby, I want you so badly.” He looked down at her with longing, breathing heavily, not saying a word. Devin felt like screaming; somewhere in her speech her begging became real – and at that moment, there was nothing she wanted more then to wrap her lips around his cock and

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worship him with her tongue. The thought that he could say no brought about a sense of fear, and her hands squeezed his ass tighter as she tried to lick and suck him through his slacks, truly earnest now as she murmured, “Please, Erik, please baby, please…” Erik’s breath hitched, and his hands closed into fists as he tried to regain control over himself. He had never been this hard in his life, and if he didn’t get inside her soon, he would lose his mind. “Take it out,” he muttered, his tongue feeling as thick and heavy in his mouth as his dick was in his pants. Devin unbuckled and unzipped him, thanking God for the lack of boxers as his dick sprang out, hot and heavy in her face. His cock was more enlarged than she had ever seen it, the head a dark, angry red and glistening with precum; the nine inch shaft pulsing against her cheek as she caressed her face with it, inhaling his scent. Resting the head of his dick against her lips, Devin looked up at him and inquired softly, “Can I put it in my mouth?” She watched as he licked his full lips, the air around them thick with tension. “Why haven’t you already?” he asked. His voice had dropped to a low rumble, and sounded foreign even to his own ears. “Because you didn’t tell me to.” He grinned, his hips unconsciously trying to slide his cock into her mouth as he spoke. “Good girl, and such a fast learner. Open.” he said huskily. She parted her lips and took the head inside, slowly sucking half his length into her mouth. Erik groaned, his eyes closing as his head fell back slightly, and he

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whispered, “Take it all, Devin…” He gripped her hair in his hands, but didn’t force her forward. He wanted her to take her time, so he could feel every inch of his cock slide past her full lips. Devin dropped her jaw but kept her lips tight as she sucked more of him into her mouth, her tongue flicking on the sensitive underside of his flesh as she began to swallow his length. “Fuck Devin, that’s good…so fucking good…” He tasted of clean skin and lust and she moaned, the sound muffled but the vibration speeding through his body like electricity. He slowly began pumping himself in and out, the liquid warmth of her mouth causing a fire at the base of his spine. He brought his head forward to watch her, and had to fight to keep from cumming when he saw her kneeling before him, her mocha skin glowing and blissfully naked, and her eyes filled with fervor as she sucked him. He growled deep in his chest as Devin opened her throat and allowed his cock to slide down and hit the back. She retracted, easing him almost completely out of her mouth before she swallowed him in again. And again. And again. Erik groaned aloud with each time his cock hit the back of her throat, and when Devin’s hand snaked up his thigh to fondle his balls, he roared his pleasure to the ceiling. He was grinding his teeth and his whole body was tense with the effort to refrain from cumming inside her lovely mouth. Holy hell, I missed this. Devin smiled around his flesh, and edged her other hand between her legs to stroke herself as she sped up the rhythm of her sucking. She felt him expand in her mouth and knew he was seconds away from cumming – so she was shaken when Eric

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slowed the movement of his hips, and began to fight her for control. “I love your mouth, baby – God, I love your mouth – but when I cum tonight, I’ll be deep in your pussy,” he panted. Devin barely heard him, she was so enraptured with his cock. She kept on licking, sucking hard at the head, her fingers deep in her cunt stroking herself closer to orgasm. Erik pulled back quickly, his dick releasing from her mouth with a pop, and she cried out, scrambling closer to him to try and swallow him once more. His breath came hard and heavy as he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her up to her feet. He kissed her enthusiastically, his tongue sweeping inside and twisting with hers as she tore the shirt from his body. She ripped her mouth from his long enough remove his pants, socks and shoes, then slammed her body against his with a groan. His naked skin caressed hers, and they both panted with desire as the scalding heat from each other’s flesh washed over them. Again, it really should be illegal for a man to be this fine, Devin thought. She whimpered as she gazed over his form. Perfectly chiseled arms leading to broad shoulders and a hairless chest bronzed by the sun. His thighs were tight, his ass tighter and his calves muscular – good God, even his damn feet were sexy. A light dusting of dark hair started right below his navel and led to his groin, where his impressive cock jutted out, hot, hard and determined to find a home between her thighs.

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CHAPTER NINE “Bed,” Erik directed as he walked her backwards towards her bedroom. His hunger for her had made him delirious, and he could barely speak as his hands ran up and down her luscious form. Her greedy and exquisite blowjob had only served to make him savage in his pursuit, and when they reached the bed he shoved her roughly on the mattress before he tackled her, growling as the scent of her pussy hit his nostrils. Devin spread her legs and allowed Erik to fall between them, his cock pressing heavily against her entrance. She was soaking wet, her essence dripping from her pussy and coating the head of his rigid cock. It was too much. The heat, the pressure, the look in his eyes as he towered over her - raging lust flooded her senses, and her body was shaking with desperate need. “I can’t wait baby, I need you inside me,” she gasped.

No more waiting, he couldn’t now. Grabbing her hips and tilting them upwards, he slammed home into her, his cock impaling her with such force the breath was forced out of her lungs. Her back arched as she moaned and her cunt constricted around him, trapping him inside her delicious warmth as his eyes rolled back into his head from the pleasure. He allowed his body to encase her, his stomach sliding against her belly as he leaned in and sucked her bottom lip into his mouth. “Oohh…” Devin moaned. Erik gazed at her bliss filled face as he struggled for control. Being inside her after so long an absence was like the first time all over again. He’d almost forgotten how

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good her pussy was. The sweet pillow feel of her cunt surrounding his cock had every nerve ending in his body on fire, and he fought the urge to thrust into her hot little box and fill her with his cum. “Oh honey, you fucking destroy me,” he whispered. She smiled as she started writhing beneath him, rotating her hips wickedly as her internal muscles clenched and pulled him deeper inside. “Come on baby,” she panted eagerly. “Show me how much.” “Not yet, sweet. Just feel my cock in you. Feel how hard I am for you, how hard you make me. You feel so good, so soft and tight, and so goddamn wet.” His kisses fell down her face and neck and he held himself still in her, wanting to tease her just a little bit more. Devin moaned her frustration as Erik began to stroke her breast, his fingers swiftly pulling and teasing the nipple until it was hard enough to cut glass. When he arched to suck the other nipple into his mouth, she felt a rush of her cream drench his cock which was still motionless inside her. Yeah, he’s trying to kill me. “Stop teasing me Erik, and move your ass!” Devin hissed angrily. “I can’t take much more of this!” “Oh, you’ll take it, baby. You’ll take everything I have to give!” Grabbing her left leg behind the knee and hooking it over his arm, he slowly withdrew his dick only to thrust himself back into her scalding heat, hard and deep. “Like that, baby? That how you want me to fuck you?” he muttered. He thrust into her again, taking his time, feeling every inch of her slick heat before he bottomed out

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within her. He pulled back, grazing the head of his cock over her clit only to push into her again, harder this time, and the slight pain of his merciless assault heightened the pleasure and spread throughout her body. “Erik…oh, yes…make me cum Erik…make me cum all over your cock…” “Such a sweet…fucking…pussy,” he grunted, his thrusts impacting his words. Devin’s eyes widened and her fingers clawed at Erik’s back as he suddenly shifted his left arm under her shoulder and starting shoving her body down each time he thrust up into her, slowly rotating his hips as he impaled her on his cock. This incredibly slow, deep, hard fuck had her toes curling and her begging him not to stop. “You thought you could run from me,” he growled softly. “You thought you could keep this pussy from me…this sweet, hot pussy.” He kissed her lips roughly, shoving his tongue in her mouth to taste her before he bit her bottom lip again, this time drawing blood. “You’ll never run from me again, will you Devin?” “No!” she cried, surging up against him. He saw the love she had for him reflected in her eyes, and he couldn’t hold back anymore; he had lost his restraint somewhere in the depths of her glorious pussy and he felt his need to claim her roll through him unchecked and malignant. He rode her faster as he declared, “You’re mine honey, and one day soon you’ll be my wife, and I’ll take you just like this every fucking day to remind you of who you belong to.” Erik felt his cock swell, as if it were as eager as his mind was to hear her declare her possession. “Say it Devin – who do you belong to?!” Instead of sending her into a panic, the thought of Erik calling her ‘wife’ and making love to her like this every fucking day lifted Devin to a level of insatiable lust she

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didn’t even know existed. She felt the tightening of her walls and the familiar stirring in her belly as she cried out, “You, Erik! I belong to you!” He quickened his pace, thrusting furiously into her pussy, unable to stop the grunts and moans flowing past his lips. She was so tight, so wet, and so incredibly his. The sweat that covered both their bodies lubricated their skin as they glided alongside each other. She loved hearing him moan in that deep, sexy voice. She felt those sounds all over her body, each one like a mini orgasm pushing her closer to the edge. She was beyond words now as she frantically flared her hips up and began fucking him back earnestly, the room filled with the piercing echoes of their bodies slamming into one another. “Oh, yeah baby, fuck me back…give me all of that hot tight pussy!” Her orgasm slammed into her so quickly that she felt like she was outside of her body, her back bending into a bow as her pussy constricted so tightly Erik could no longer pull out. And endless stream of obscenities flowed past her lips as she came, with Erik surging so deep into her Devin imagined she could feel his cock in her chest. The spasms, the burning heat of her cunt surrounded his cock, and Erik felt his heart clench as he came with a roar, filling her channel so completely that his cum overflowed from her pussy, spilling down Devin’s thighs and into her ass.

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CHAPTER TEN Exhausted, Erik collapsed on top of Devin, her arms automatically wrapping around him and drawing him closer as they both tried to catch their breath. “Holy God…” Devin wheezed. “Jesus!” he panted. He was shocked he could still see after cumming so hard. Erik bit lightly into her shoulder before kissing the skin and raising his head to kiss her lips. Their lips met gently, lightly caressing but with the same intensity that had been driving them all evening. Erik shifted his weight, rolling them over so that Devin lay sprawled on top of him, trying to keep his softening cock from slipping out of her flooded pussy. He would never pull out, if he could help it. It was his favorite place to be – inside Devin’s pussy, flooded with his seed. “I love you,” he said quietly. “I love you, too.” she whispered, blushing. Then she smiled suddenly, a mischievous gleam in her eyes. “What are you grinning at? And why do I have the sudden feeling I should be afraid?” Devin’s smile got bigger and she raised an eyebrow at him. “So…you want me to be your wife, huh?” Christ. A few hours ago she wouldn’t even speak to him, and now she was all giddy at the mention of a wedding. I’ll never understand women. “You are definitely going to be my wife one day, so you better get used to the

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idea. But how ‘bout we wait until you’re a little less crazy?” Erik tilted his head, his expression contemplative. “Fuck - I guess that means we’re never getting married then, huh?” Devin frowned as she reached up and slapped Erik upside his head. He laughed as he gripped her waist tighter and raised his hips, pushing his now semi-hard cock back into her moist heat. “Oooh…easy, lover…I’m a little sore.” Devin groaned, though her voice was filled with arousal. “I’m just getting comfortable, baby.” Erik winked at her, and she rolled her eyes in response. “Seriously though, I won’t be trying to dragging you down the aisle anytime soon. I understand that you need time. I’m just letting you know where I stand.” “I know. I never thought I could feel like this – and while I freely admit that I’m still a little shaky from all this emotional gobbledygook…I think…well, I like the idea of being your wife.” She smiled, giving a light chuckle. I can’t believe I actually just said that out loud. And I’m too well-fucked and disgustingly happy to be embarrassed. Mmm Hmm her pussy sighed. Erik beamed, his delight at her statement written all over his face. “Well, I guess I’ll have to go get you another ring then.” His hands gripped her ass, lightly squeezing as he enjoyed the feeling of her naked flesh against him. He gently tilted his hips up, slowly working his revived dick in and out of Devin’s wetness. She sighed, her body pleasantly responding despite the fact that her pussy was aching from the workout Erik had just given her. It took a minute for

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Erik’s words to process in her head. “Wait, what?” Devin asked, confused, halting her gentle rocking on his cock. “Another ring? What do you mean another ring? When was there a first ring?” “I bought you an engagement ring a while ago. I never had the chance to give it you.” “Oh. Well. Wow.” Devin was filled with guilt. “I’m so sorry, Erik –“ “Don’t, Devin; it’s in the past. Let’s just concentrate on the future, okay?” Let’s not talk about that ring, he thought. He rocked his hips into her again, not so gently this time and Devin took the hint and began an easy sway on his cock. His hands reached up to palm her breasts. She moaned softy, caressing his well muscled chest, pinching the nipples between her fingers while she admired how beautiful her chocolate colored hands were contrasted against his suntanned skin. But if he already got me a ring –

Devin continued to move with him as she spoke. “Okay, I still don’t get it. Not saying I’m ready to be proposed to, but why would you need to get me another ring when you already got me a ring? Where’s the ring you got before?” A flash of shame crossed Erik’s face, followed by his restrained laughter. “Well, it’s kind of funny when you think about it,” he said. Devin rocked a little harder on his cock and looked down at him. “What? What’s so funny?” “Well, see what had happened was…” Erik proceeded to tell her about his drunken night, and the unfortunate casualty of her ring. He was flat out laughing by the

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time he finished, his mirth shaking his frame, causing his cock to slide deeper into her. Devin, however, did not see the humor of the situation. Her face was blank, and Erik halted his laughter when he realized she had stopped riding his cock. She glared down out him, her eyes shooting daggers like – well, like he had flushed her ten thousand dollar diamond engagement ring down the toilet. “Are you telling me…” she began quietly, her voice rising with every word, “…that you pissed on my engagement ring, and then flushed it down the toilet?!” Her anger caused her internal muscles to tighten, and her cunt convulsed and constricted around Erik’s cock, still buried inside her to the hilt. His eyes rolled back into his head and he gripped her hips almost painfully as he thrust up hard, causing them both to groan loudly. “Oh fuck, Devin,” he hissed as her pussy tried to suck the life right out of him. “I’m sorry, baby, and it’s not like if I had asked then you would have said yes, anyway.” He pushed up into her again, wondering if Devin realized she had started to gently fuck herself on his cock again. He felt her liquid spill over him and flow down to his balls, and with a growl he began thrusting up into her, setting a rhythm she quickly picked up and began to follow. “I swear…” he panted as he fucked her, his blue eyes shining, “I’ll get you another ring…when you’re ready…a better ring… oh hell yeah, baby, ride my fucking cock!” “You… you better, asshole!” Devin cried out. She was still pissed, but riding him felt too good to stop now. Placing her hands on his chest she rode him hard and fast, crying out his name each time his dick slammed into her. Erik reached up and grabbed her tits, squeezing them tightly as she bounced up and down on his prick. It was a quick,

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loud fuck, and with her screaming and him moaning her name as they came. Devin collapsed onto Erik’s chest, nuzzling her head in the hollow between his neck and shoulder as she caught her breath. He ran his hands up and down her back, gently petting her as their bodies shook with the aftermath of their pleasure. Erik could feel Devin starting to relax as she drifted off to sleep. “Devin?” “I’m still pissed at you,” she muttered. He chuckled quietly. “Yeah, that’s a big surprise.” He flinched slightly when she pinched his arm. He hugged her close to him, and she snuggled closer, breathing in his scent. “Devin, when are you moving in with me?” She sighed into his shoulder. Not bothering to raise her head, she mumbled, “Are you sure that’s a good idea to do so soon?” Erik closed his eyes, allowing himself to feel the pleasure of having her in his arms. Exactly where she was supposed to be. “Well, if you move in, we don’t have to wait until we get married. We can fuck like this whenever we want, all day and all night.” They sat in silence for a few moments, before Erik spoke again. “So…when are you moving in?” “Tomorrow.”

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Born and raised in Southern California, Allmine is a self described hedonist. She offers a raw take on multicultural prose, blending romance and erotica with a dark sense of humor. A storyteller at heart, she began writing erotica when she realized it was the best way for her to be employed while fantasizing all day. When she’s not chain-smoking in front of her computer, Allmine can be found watching Fight Club for the seventh time in a row, dancing her ass off at the local hotspot, or planning world domination with the rest of the PAW Posse. Allmine enjoys hearing suggestions and comments from her readers. To share your opinions, speak your truth, or to just ‘get in the thick of it,’ visit her website at www.wickedwomenofcolor.com.

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