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The Dragon Undone Sara Dennis © 2006 www.cobblestone‐press.com
The Dragon Undone This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. The Dragon Undone Copyright© 2006 Sara Dennis ISBN: 1‐60088‐022‐3 Cover Artist: Louisa Gallie Editor: Brandi Loyd Excerpt from Midnight Whispers by Anisa Damien All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced electronically or in print without written permission, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in reviews. Cobblestone Press, LLC www.cobblestone‐press.com
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Dedication To my uncle, who has favored dragons over ʺone‐horned horsiesʺ for as long as I can remember. Thanks for everything, Unc.
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Chapter One Dragon! The cry echoed through the early morning air. It drifted through the streets of Weld. It settled in the shadowed place where Berdhanʹs heart had been and shook him awake. He closed his eyes tighter and reached for numbing dreams. ʺBerdhan, are you in there?ʺ Gyldan shouted, her voice accompanied by the whimper of a frightened child. ʺBerdhan, I know youʹre in there. This is no time to be asleep.ʺ There was silence, and then the heavy door rattled in its frame. ʺBerdhan, open this door!ʺ He groaned. If he lay here another few minutes, maybe sheʹd go away. He could pretend heʹd never heard a word. Then again, if he ignored her, Gyldan might knock his door in. So he pushed the blankets back and swung his feet out of bed. He closed his eyes to stop the room from spinning, and wobbled to a standing position. Heida had filled his mug with ale from her special stock last night and kept it full to the lip all night long. She set bottles of the potent brew aside just for him. Thick, heady stuff that banished memory. Strong stuff that left him regretting every sip the next day. ʺPlease, Uncle Berdhan? Itʹs me. Itʹs True. I think Mum hurt her hand. Can we please come in?ʺ So she had the boy begging for her, now? Berdhan grimaced. ʺAll right, all right.ʺ He shuffled across the room to lift the beam that barred the door. ʺJust give me a moment—ʺ
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Sara Dennis The door swung in, too fast for Berdhan to catch. He staggered back, and the crossbeam barely caught the edge. A little slower and heʹd have had a nice black eye. With bright‐eyed Isham clinging to her shawl, Gyldan bustled her trio of older children through the still‐humming door. True came marching in first, leading Adda and Maaten. They held one anotherʹs hands tightly. ʺDid you hear?ʺ Gyldan trembled. ʺHow could you be asleep?ʺ So the scolding had started already. Berdhan rubbed a hand over his face. ʺTheyʹve seen another dragon. You promised Deorward that youʹd keep us safe.ʺ Wisps of dark hair had come loose to frame her face, emphasizing her pallor. Now and then, they came to life, stirred up by her frantic gestures. ʺNow this? What about my children?ʺ Berdhan stared. She stared back, as she shifted Isham to the other hip. ʺYouʹve been drinking, havenʹt you?ʺ she asked. There was the disapproval that had become so familiar, right on cue. It straightened her shoulders and stiffened her spine. ʺGods save us. Have you even heard a word Iʹve said?ʺ Berdhan closed the door, summoned a wry smile, and started back toward his bed. ʺEvery word.ʺ ʺThen what are you going to do about it? You canʹt mean to keep hiding in here. Itʹs a dragon. You canʹt just turn your back.ʺ ʺCanʹt I? And why is that, Gyldan? Why canʹt I do as I see fit?ʺ He gestured at the walls surrounding them. ʺMaybe Iʹm happy staying hidden here.ʺ Gyldanʹs expression softened, but only for an instant. ʺYouʹre not happy, Berdhan. Everyone knows that.ʺ She spat the words as if theyʹd wound him. She had no idea how deeply. ʺAs for why, you have a duty.ʺ She paused for breath; he braced himself. ʺDeorward would have gone out in your place.ʺ Berdhan flinched as if heʹd been slapped. The ache he drank to drown returned, stealing away his breath. It lodged in that same empty
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The Dragon Undone place, and then crept out to his fingers and down to his toes until every bit of him filled with muted rage. Rage that led him nowhere and that heʹd never vent. She was right. Deorward would go out. He had gone out, and Berdhan had been too slow, too late to save him. Itʹd gotten him killed. ʺYouʹre welcome to stay.ʺ Berdhan pulled a tunic from the trunk at the foot of the bed and shrugged it on. ʺYouʹll be safe here.ʺ ʺHow can you say weʹll be safe? If thereʹs a dragon coming for Weld—ʺ ʺGyldan!ʺ She flinched at his abrupt volume, and he heard her gasp. He took a breath and forced the ache away, then stooped to get his boots and shoved his feet inside them. ʺThe dragons wonʹt come here. They never do.ʺ She sniffed. ʺNeverʹs a fine thing to claim after all weʹve seen. You know that just last week Cailan Tannerʹs roof caught fire.ʺ ʺWhen a lantern tipped and caught in the loft where the children sleep.ʺ ʺThen who destroyed the wall ʹround the old stone paddock?ʺ She was undeterred. ʺSurely you wonʹt tell me that was the wind.ʺ Berdhan let himself smile a little. ʺIt wasnʹt the wind,ʺ he agreed, and glanced up to see Gyldan looking very smug. ʺIt was Euanʹs horse, trying to get to the tinkerʹs cart mare. Sit down, will you?ʺ Her chin lifted, and her shoulders straightened. The spark of defiance in her eyes flared. She wasnʹt giving in, it said—she was just going along. Still, she moved toward a place at his table. The children followed after her like chicks to a mother hen, and then nestled around her feet while she arranged Isham on her lap. ʺItʹs not for me, you know? If Deorward had left me childless, I wouldnʹt be such a goose. Itʹs just that theyʹre all I have. I canʹt bear the thought of losing them.ʺ Berdhan hadnʹt been ready to lose his brother, either. Deorward was younger, the one whoʹd gotten married and carried on the family. Heʹd been a good man, if a little lost in his thoughts now and then. He could be relied on if the weather wasnʹt too warm, or the sun shining too
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Sara Dennis brightly. On pretty days, however, heʹd forget his chores and spend time with his wife and children. Berdhan missed him, too. ʺI want to keep them safe every bit as much as you do,ʺ he admitted wearily. ʺBut you canʹt go around blaming every little thing on dragons. Sometimes, things happen.ʺ ʺAnd sometimes,ʺ Gyldan argued, ʺdragons do those things. You heard the call. Someone saw one of them. If it was close enough to be seen from Weld, thatʹs far too close for me.ʺ He studied her and the children a long while. She met his gaze briefly, then glanced away, brushing her hand over Maatenʹs hair. Maaten nudged Adda with his foot, and made a face that caused her to giggle. True, Deorwardʹs eldest, stared at him. He clenched his jaw stubbornly. Just like his father. Berdhan ground his teeth. ʺIʹll go to Heidaʹs. Iʹll see whatʹs being said.ʺ He crossed the room without giving Gyldan time to speak. ʺStay here until Iʹm back. Bar the door if you like, but no more worrying. Itʹs probably nothing.ʺ * * * * * ʺWondered when youʹd get here.ʺ Euan knocked Berdhan off‐ balance with a slap on the shoulder. The smith was used to bending metal to his will. Now and then, he forgot his own strength. Berdhan managed a smile in return. ʺYou were expecting me?ʺ ʺWaiting for you, more like. I saw Gyldan heading your way. Told the rest you might be a while.ʺ Euan shook his head. ʺSheʹs like a chicken with no head, that one. Always flapping her arms and racing around without the first idea why.ʺ Berdhan chuckled. ʺIʹll tell her you were thinking of her.ʺ Euan spluttered, cheeks gone fiery red, then stabbed a thick finger toward Berdhanʹs waist. ʺLost your courage?ʺ Berdhanʹs hand dropped unerringly to his side, to the place where a sword hilt might be. It was a practiced gesture, and it felt wrong to find
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The Dragon Undone nothing there. ʺThat sword hasnʹt seen the light of day in a while. I thought Iʹd let her rest before I dragged her out.ʺ Euan drew back his hand. ʺYou sparing her feelings or mine?ʺ Amusement sparked in his eyes. ʺSheʹs still wrapped. She isnʹt even clean. Iʹd never bring her out to embarrass her like that.ʺ Euan cocked one bushy eyebrow upward. ʺItʹd be a good time for me to inspect her, then. You wouldnʹt be able to get away with any tricks.ʺ This was Euanʹs way of shifting attention from himself, and Berdhan knew it, but he played along. ʺIf we need her, then I promise Iʹll bring her to you first, hey? But if you find a flaw, go easy on me.ʺ He patted the burly smith on the arm. ʺI only just woke up.ʺ Euan mumbled something noncommittal, and Berdhan laughed. It was the first time in a long time heʹd let himself give in to the urge. No, the first time in too long that heʹd even wanted to laugh. Maybe Gyldan had been right about leaving the house. ʺI heard about you and the drink last night. Youʹll want Heida to give you something to clear your head. And youʹre going to need your sword if what Tomas saw is right.ʺ ʺTomas. Heʹs the one who made all that noise?ʺ Euan nodded solemnly. ʺHeʹs been making more since then. Go on. Just go on and see.ʺ Berdhan shook his head and plunged deeper into the back room of the inn, following the sound of voices to the group gathered around the hearth. ʺYou missed the story,ʺ Tomas called when he arrived. He stood on a bench in the center of the room, eyes and grin bright as he waved from the crowd. All eyes that had been on him before now turned toward Berdhan, and relief washed across many a face. ʺI could tell it again, I suppose.ʺ ʺAnd how many times would that be?ʺ Numbers rang out around him as Berdhan settled onto a bench. He was thumped good‐naturedly on the shoulder and jostled by those glad to see him.
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Sara Dennis Heida appeared from somewhere and set a plate of sausages and fresh bread on the table in front of him with a wink. A mug followed, and she murmured, ʺDrink it all. Youʹre welcome.ʺ Louder, she added, ʺToo early for you to have eaten, and youʹre going to need your strength. Clean that plate.ʺ She was off before he could thank her, even if the words could have carried over the rumble of conversation. ʺBerdhan, do you want to hear it? Do you want to know what I saw?ʺ Tomas crouched on the table above him. ʺYouʹll want to know what youʹre up against this time. You wonʹt believe it!ʺ ʺAll right. Tell me while Iʹm eating. Those of you whoʹre tired of it, plug your ears.ʺ A chorus of good‐natured groans went up from the men around the room, but no one voiced a real complaint. Tomas sat up straighter and theatrically cleared his throat. ʺI had the flock out early this morning, letting them have a feed before the dew had gone dry. It was just the usual business, counting heads and that sort of thing. Everything as youʹd expect it, until the sun came up. ʺThen there he came, dropping down out of nowhere. The biggest blessed dragon Iʹve ever seen.ʺ Tomas glanced at Berdhan, eyebrows almost invisible beneath the fringe of his hair. ʺNot that Iʹve seen more than that one last fall, mind you. But Iʹve seen paintings and heard more stories than that. And I swear to you, Berdhan, none of them were half as big as this one.ʺ Another rumble went up from the men around the room. ʺWhat color was he?ʺ Berdhan paused with a bite of sausage on his fork. ʺWhatʹd he do when he saw you?ʺ ʺBright and shiny silver, brighter than the polish on Euanʹs swords. And I donʹt think he saw me. He didnʹt bother with me anyway. Just swept down over the field. I guess he was looking for something to eat. He went right over my head, Berdhan. The wind from his wings knocked me flat. Down he came, right on top of a couple of ewes, then heʹs off again with a sheep in each foot, headed toward the mountains, easy as you please.ʺ
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The Dragon Undone Berdhan set the fork down carefully on the edge of his plate. ʺYouʹre sure he went toward the mountains?ʺ The sausage heʹd eaten already cooled into a knot in his stomach; his appetite disappeared. Tomas nodded, locks of pale hair shagging over his eyes. ʺAs sure as I am that Iʹm sitting here. Off toward the mountains where that other dragon was.ʺ The dragon that killed Deorward. Berdhanʹs hands fisted. ʺAnd youʹre sure you saw a dragon and not something else? Not the shadow of a bird running off with your imagination? Not a daydream that seemed too real?ʺ Tomas reached into his pocket and pulled out a wad of cloth while he shook his head. ʺIf that was a daydream, I hope I never have another. That sort of daydream leaves things behind.ʺ He thrust his hand at Berdhan with the cloth draped over his fingers. What lay in the center of the bundle could be mistaken for nothing else. Firelight flickered in the reflection on the curve of an ebon dragonʹs claw. Berdhanʹs stomach lurched, and he swallowed hard to keep breakfast down. ʺWho made this?ʺ ʺMade it?ʺ Tomas frowned and glanced at the other listeners. ʺNo one made it. I told you. A dragon came.ʺ ʺAnd left a claw where you could pick it up?ʺ Berdhan leaned away from the thing in the cloth. ʺA silver dragon, you said. Why is this black?ʺ Tomas drew his hand back and refolded the cloth. ʺI donʹt know the way their colors work. I only know what I saw.ʺ He glanced around the room and raised his voice. ʺI didnʹt make it up. I wouldnʹt do that.ʺ His gaze met Berdhanʹs again, darkened by resignation. ʺYou donʹt believe me.ʺ ʺToss it in the fire.ʺ There was stunned silence on all sides. Berdhan shoved to his feet. He snatched the cloth‐covered bundle out of Tomasʹ hand and crossed the room to pitch it into the fire before anyone else could move. ʺHey! My mother gave me that!ʺ
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Sara Dennis ʺItʹs just cloth, boy. It can be replaced.ʺ Berdhan watched while the fire peeled fabric away from the claw inside. Burn, he willed it. Catch fire. Prove yourself a fake. If it would burn, it might be wood. It might be one of many things. But a dragonʹs claw, the legends said, could withstand any fire. It could crack stone and never break, spill the blood of a thousand men and never dull. Someone jostled him, and Berdhan looked over his shoulder to find himself surrounded by a ring of curious men. Tomas fidgeted beside him, waiting. ʺItʹs real,ʺ Berdhan announced when the last ashes of the cloth drifted away. ʺI told you,ʺ Tomas murmured, ʺbut you didnʹt believe me.ʺ ʺI didnʹt want to believe you, boy.ʺ He turned from the fire and faced the circle of nervous men. ʺGet your swords, your axes, and anything you need. Kiss your mothers and your wives. Weʹre going to fight a dragon.ʺ
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Chapter Two ʺNow? Youʹre going now? Just like that?ʺ Gyldanʹs fork hovered over her breakfast plate, the meal interrupted by Berdhanʹs return. He stood pinned in place in his doorway, held by the startled gazes of his family. Then he shrugged a shoulder and crossed the room. ʺAs soon as we can get everyone together, aye. The dragon wonʹt expect us to come so soon. Catching him off‐guard is our surest approach. With numbers and surprise on our side—ʺ He dropped to one knee and rummaged beneath the bed. The scrape of spoons on bowls as the children ate was loud, the only punctuation to the mealtime quiet. Berdhan heard Gyldan’s breath hitch before she dared to speak, the sound little more than a sigh. ʺMaybe you should stay here this time.ʺ He drew back with a bundle in hand and climbed to his feet. He laid it on the bed before he turned to face her, his brow furrowed. ʺWerenʹt you the one telling me to do something?ʺ ʺI was. I did.ʺ She laced her fingers together and undid them nervously. ʺBut couldnʹt you send someone else in your place?ʺ She offered him a thin smile. ʺI know I chased you out before, but then I got to thinking. If the dragon is real—ʺ ʺTomas says it is.ʺ Berdhan sat on the edge of the bed. He wouldnʹt mention the claw heʹd seen himself. No reason to alarm her. ʺTheyʹd ask me to go whether I volunteered or not. Whether or not itʹs real.ʺ
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Sara Dennis He summoned a smile to answer hers, though he hoped he wore it more casually. ʺIʹm the only one who knows how to kill them, after all.ʺ Not that it took magic to slay one of the beasts. They bled and died like anything else, if you could just move fast enough. ʺWe wonʹt be gone for long, and while we are, youʹll stay here.ʺ Gyldan was already shaking her head, but he held up a hand. ʺI insist. Thereʹs room for all of you, if the children take the loft. Iʹve got plenty of food packed in, so youʹll have enough to eat.ʺ She was still frowning. Berdhan directed a tolerant grin at his feet. ʺLook, if not for yourselves, then stay here for me. Iʹll feel better knowing where you are.ʺ She hesitated long enough that he feared heʹd have another fight on his hands, but she gave in at last, with pursed lips and a reluctant nod. Berdhan heaved a sigh. ʺGood.ʺ He turned back to the bundle on the bed. The wool wrapped around the sword was dirty from being stored. There were snags in it and places where the moths had eaten through. Still, as he peeled it away from the leather sheath of the scabbard, he could see that the stitching had held since its last use. He picked it up and flexed it to be sure it wouldnʹt crack from being dry, then unbuckled his belt and slid it through the loops sewn into the back. ʺYou donʹt think a sword will cause more trouble than itʹs worth?ʺ ʺMight, might not,ʺ he allowed, ʺbut it wonʹt do any good wrapped up here.ʺ Berdhan lifted the blade, testing the way it fit in his hand. It had been half a year, since the harvest, that heʹd held a weapon any more dangerous than a mallet. The weight of the blade felt unfamiliar and comforting all at once. He raised it to eye level, sighted along it to be sure the metal hadnʹt warped, then sheathed it with remembered ease. ʺIf thereʹs trouble to be had, itʹll come whether we wear swords or feathers in our caps.ʺ He turned back to his brotherʹs family and fixed True with his sternest look. ʺTake care of your mother and the rest. Iʹm leaving you in charge.ʺ True favored Deorward, with hair the color of river sand and changeable eyes. He was built like his father had been, long‐limbed and
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The Dragon Undone spare, but that build would be deceptive as he grew older. He shook his head. ʺI canʹt, Uncle Berdhan. Iʹm coming with you.ʺ ʺOh no, youʹre not! Youʹre doing no such thing. I wonʹt hear of it. Berdhan, tell him.ʺ Berdhan held up a hand. Gyldan closed her mouth with an audible click, and then scowled silently at the top of Addaʹs head. Berdhan laid that same hand on Trueʹs shoulder and steered him toward the door. ʺOut with it,ʺ he said after theyʹd spent a long silence sizing one another up. ʺWhatʹs this about?ʺ ʺI want to come with you.ʺ True squared his shoulders. ʺIʹm twelve. I should be allowed to go. If itʹs a dragon, youʹll need help. Theyʹre not easy to kill.ʺ So Deorward passed his love of heroics to his son as well. Berdhan made a great show of considering, one hand clapped over his mouth to hide a grin. ʺYouʹre not a child anymore. And youʹll have to fight and defend yourself one of these days.ʺ True straightened. Gyldan slumped. ʺBut what if we donʹt find it? Or what if Tomas is making things up after all? You know how he loves his stories. What if itʹs not a dragon, and we come home empty‐handed? Youʹll be tired and sore and have no stories to brag about to your friends.ʺ Trueʹs eyebrows tugged together, then shot upward. ʺIf it is a dragon, Iʹll have the best story in Weld!ʺ Berdhan didnʹt hide the grin this time. ʺThat you will. But maybe weʹll start with something smaller first.ʺ He squeezed Trueʹs shoulder firmly. ʺI need you to stay here. Take care of the ones we leave behind. If it is a dragon, you may be all that saves your mother. Isnʹt that important enough?ʺ True cast a reluctant glance toward his mother and heaved a sigh. ʺI suppose.ʺ Berdhanʹs grin widened. ʺGood lad. Stay here, and I promise, Iʹll bring you something back.ʺ True brightened. ʺYou swear?ʺ
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Sara Dennis Berdhan nodded solemnly. ʺI do, twice over.ʺ He held out his hand, and True shook it, beaming. ʺYouʹre sure you wonʹt be gone long?ʺ Gyldan picked at an invisible thread at the edge of her apron. Berdhan could only guess how much it cost her to ask the question temperately. ʺA few days at the most, less if thereʹs nothing.ʺ Berdhan hadnʹt yet decided which answer he hoped it would be. ʺIʹll tell Heida youʹre here, just in case. She can come and check on you if weʹre kept away.ʺ He mussed Trueʹs hair and carried his things to the door. ʺBerdhan.ʺ Gyldan climbed to her feet. She knotted her fingers together and shifted her weight from foot to foot. ʺI trust you. I do. Come home to us.ʺ He nodded. ʺIʹll be back before youʹve had time to miss me. Things will be all right, Gyldan. Just you wait and see.ʺ * * * * * Chaia staggered into a tree trunk for the third time in a row. Half blind and nearly deafened by the pounding of her heart, she lingered there, catching her breath. Her shoulder ached where sheʹd scraped it, unfamiliar shift of weight off‐balancing her and sending her reeling. But not this time. This time sheʹd make it. She shoved herself upright and prepared to start again. ʺI donʹt understand why you do this to yourself. Why are you so eager to do everything today?ʺ Silauneʹs voice surrounded her, both as irritated and patient as a brother could be. ʺIsnʹt walking enough? Youʹve been at this since dawn.ʺ ʺAnd now I know the paths well enough to walk them with my eyes closed. I want to try them running. Is that such a bad thing?ʺ ʺBad? No. Stubborn? Without question.ʺ ʺDetermined,ʺ Chaia countered, dashing off again. The breeze of her passage whipped up tendrils of fine, silvery hair and blew them across her eyes, but still she continued on. Her foot lodged under a tangle of ancient roots, and she staggered to stay upright, pain
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The Dragon Undone lancing through a spindly, unsteady leg. She clung to a sapling then let its snap propel her forward. Navigating on two legs was a tricky business, even on level ground. With little unseen peaks and valleys in the path, they became a danger more to herself than anyone else. Still, sheʹd made it all the way across the meadow and back at a run without a single stumble. Winding through the trees was just the next part of the test. ʺYou canʹt keep this up forever.ʺ Silauneʹs voice was rich with amusement. ʺNot making all that noise.ʺ Balance slipped away, and Chaia skidded to a stop, knees together, ankles wide, and arms flung out to keep her standing. ʺI thought you were going to help me, not laugh at my mistakes.ʺ ʺI thought I was helping. Laughingʹs always made you try harder, in the past. But if you like, you can give up. Youʹve done a lot for one day.ʺ Chaia scowled. Give up and spend the next who knew how long with Sila reminding her at every turn? Sheʹd run into a thousand more trees before sheʹd give him that satisfaction. So she held her breath and went as still as she was able. She closed her eyes and drew a cloak of quiet around her shoulders, muffling even the slightest sound. ʺNow youʹre too quiet,ʺ Silaune scolded, and laughed aloud. ʺHumans canʹt help but make a little sound. Be better than them, but not so different that you stand out.ʺ Chaia popped an eye open, dared a glance at the crystal blue sky visible through a gap in the trees, and exhaled a quiet oath before she began to run. This time she paid more attention to where her feet went, choosing soft tufts of new grass rather than loose and shifting rocks. She twisted away from the reaching branch of a sapling as she flashed past. She closed her mouth against panting breaths and only took them through her nose. Quiet, but not silent. Sila had to be satisfied now. Laughter echoed through the trees around her. A shadow swept past her, too fast to track, its depth broken and dappled by the flicker of
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Sara Dennis light and shadow between the leaves. ʺPatience, Chaia, patience. I can feel your temper fraying. No one learns a lesson the right way in one morningʹs time.ʺ ʺBut youʹre not playing fair!ʺ The words sounded more child‐like than Chaia meant. She closed her eyes, took a breath to calm herself, and spoke. ʺWhat I mean is, youʹre supposed to be pretending to hear with human ears. Remember?ʺ ʺSo I am. My apologies. I think that might be harder than learning to run on two feet.ʺ The shadow settled in one place. Chaia crept forward, then pushed a supple tree aside, and peered past it into the clearing just beyond the forestʹs edge. He was stunning. Sunlight glinted off Silauneʹs scales in flashes of blinding silver light. For many of their kind, the winter months stole strength, with its endless days and nights of little food and less movement. Not so for Sila this year. Muscle rippled and shifted as he settled into a crouch. ʺIs this some new sort of game,ʺ he wondered aloud lazily, though he didnʹt glance her way. ʺWhy do you look at me like that?ʺ Chaia laughed and slipped from her hiding place. ʺYou donʹt miss a thing, do you?ʺ Silaune shook his heavy head. ʺNot when it comes to you.ʺ Chaia sat at his feet, dwarfed by the shadow that he cast. ʺWell, Iʹm not doing anything different, so you neednʹt watch so close. Just admiring you. I think the springtime agrees with you.ʺ ʺAnd it doesnʹt with you?ʺ Chaia lifted her shoulders. ʺOf course it does. The world is waking up. Who could know that feeling and not revel in it? But itʹs different with you. Winter doesnʹt dim you, doesnʹt make you tired like the rest.ʺ ʺBecause I donʹt let it. Neither do you,ʺ he added, lowering his head to nudge her playfully. ʺAt least one of my lessons has stayed with you.ʺ Chaia leaned forward to rest her forehead on the broad blade of his nose. ʺThat one and many others. Youʹre a good teacher, no matter how you like to tease.ʺ
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The Dragon Undone Silaune lifted his head. ʺIʹve brought you something to make up for your torment. But, you have to promise to forgive me before Iʹll tell you where it is.ʺ ʺWhat makes you think I canʹt find it without your help?ʺ Chaia folded her arms across her chest and tipped up her chin in playful defiance. ʺBecause,ʺ he answered patiently, ʺif you could, youʹd have smelled it by now.ʺ ʺFood? You brought me food?ʺ Chaiaʹs stomach rumbled on cue. She clapped her hands over it and wrinkled her nose. ʺI promise. Youʹre forgiven. Now what did you bring?ʺ Silaune swung his head toward a cluster of boulders and answered, ʺThere, behind the rocks. Go see for yourself.ʺ Chaia flew to the cache as if sheʹd run on two legs all her life. Not a misstep, not a bobble, just long, ground‐devouring strides. It was trickier to get over the stones, but she managed without falling. When she stood atop them she had a birdʹs eye view of the two plump sheep that Silaune had tucked away. ʺSila, youʹre wonderful!ʺ She scrabbled down to stand over the bodies, and was not surprised when Silaune loomed over her a moment later. ʺWhen did you bring them up here? You didnʹt go hunting last night.ʺ ʺI didnʹt,ʺ he agreed. ʺI went before I woke you. I wanted it to be a surprise.ʺ ʺIt is, Sila, I promise. The most wonderful surprise.ʺ She beamed at him. ʺIs this what I get every time I learn something new?ʺ He cocked his head at her thoughtfully, fixing her with one amber eye. ʺNot every time, or thereʹll be no sheep left. You learn fast, Chaia.ʺ ʺNot fast enough. Iʹm starving!ʺ She knelt beside the sheep, mouth watering in anticipation at the thought of fresh meat. She curled her fingers in the thick wool of the first and pulled with all her might. Nothing happened.
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Chapter Three Berdhan closed his eyes and wished away what he saw. It was too soon. They werenʹt ready to face a dragon. Heʹd been hoping, praying, that the changing of the seasons had simply turned over old earth. That the claw Tomas presented was a relic from another time. Springtime sun could be blinding, and Tomasʹ imagination was good. If luck had been on their side, all of this uproar could’ve been explained away. But there was no denying the dragon that stood in the meadow ahead. Tomas hadnʹt exaggerated its size after all. The silver beast was huge, and it was looking right at them. Someone hissed, ʺShh. Be quiet,ʺ as the men filed into place between the trees. Berdhan shook his head. ʺIt already knows weʹre here.ʺ Every man stopped dead in his tracks, motionless save his eyes. They scoured the trees and what sky they could see, waiting for another dragon to swoop down on them. Even in Berdhanʹs mind, the snippets of stories told around inn fires spun themselves out into terrifying fantasies of what the dragon might do. But there was no blast of fire, no trees being ripped from the ground with the swat of a taloned paw. The dragon didnʹt charge down the hill, didnʹt drag anyone off to its lair for eating. Instead, eerie, unsettling silence spun out over the men like a heavy net.
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The Dragon Undone Euan was the first to shake it off. He came thudding up behind Berdhan and laid a heavy hand on his shoulder. ʺDo we wait it out, or just go in? You know more about the beasts than any man here.ʺ Because he was the one whoʹd come back with his life, the one whoʹd survived the dragonʹs attack. He stood motionless a while, collecting his thoughts, then he exhaled a sharp breath. ʺNo use waiting now.ʺ Euan nodded, and Berdhan thought he saw approval in his eyes. ʺWeʹll follow your lead then. And weʹll watch your back.ʺ Berdhan would rather have had them fanned out in front, so heʹd have time to run if it came to that. Whereʹs your hero now, Weld? Planning a quick getaway, thatʹs where. He unsheathed his sword and heard a dozen men behind him do the same. ʺSteady pace,ʺ he told Euan, and started through the trees. Steady pace and steady heart. I need your courage, Deorward. The dragon watched them come, neither taking nor giving ground. It didnʹt threaten or taunt; it simply held its ground. When it took a breath deep enough to swell its chest, several men faltered. One whimpered in fear. Berdhan resisted the urge to turn around. He let himself stop only when he reached the edge of the trees. One more step, and heʹd be out in the open. One more step and the dragon could be on him before anyone could strike. Heʹd seen it for himself, the lightning‐quick way that they could move. It had taken his breath away the last time, frozen him for a instant that cost Deorwardʹs life. It wouldnʹt happen again. Berdhan set his teeth together and lifted his chin. Heʹd come this far; he was here now. There was no room for hesitation. Heʹd kill the beast and that would be the end. Weld, Gyldan, and the children would be safe. Thereʹd be no more cries of ʹdragonʹ, not today, and with luck, not ever again. A sweeping gesture of his arm sent the men fanning out in a moving arc. Step by cautious step, they surrounded the beast. If it wanted, it could launch itself into the sky and disappear. Flying away meant it
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The Dragon Undone Why didnʹt he move? Why didnʹt he run away? The bigger man, the one with no hair, held his axe as if he wanted to use it. With the right provocation, that one would lash out at anyone who came near. The leader nudged him, and they traded words, too quietly for Chaia to hear. She was certain, though, that Silaune caught every word. She crept forward to rest her cheek against one of his legs and watched the pair who argued, while the rest milled around. What are they saying, Sila? I canʹt hear them from here. Theyʹre arguing over whether to kill me first, or catch you then kill me once youʹre safe. Silauneʹs tone was wry and faintly amused. Chaia didnʹt feel like laughing at all. We should go. We should run! Iʹll change back, and we can fly. She closed her eyes and gathered herself to leave the human body behind. No! Silauneʹs voice cut off her thoughts. Chaiaʹs eyes flew open. Stay as you are. But I donʹt want you to die. Chaia wound her arms as far as she could around his leg. The rumble shivering through him rose in pitch, then softened. No oneʹs going to kill me. Donʹt worry about that. The words were quiet, but as forceful as if heʹd shouted. Silaune didnʹt mean to die today. The band of tightness that circled her chest loosened enough for her to take a deep breath. She closed her eyes and relaxed. Which was precisely the moment that the humans decided to move. ʺThen weʹll take her back,ʺ the bald man said, turning to face them again. Anger darkened his expression, and he tightened the grip on his axe. ʺIʹll only leave her with the beast if Iʹm dead.ʺ That said, he started forward with wide, forceful strides. Chaia stepped backward as he approached. Make him stop, Sila. Make him go away. Stand your ground was all the response she got before the rumble started again, and Silaune lowered his head. The man whoʹd been watching Chaia shook himself as if waking up. He took several quick steps forward and put his hand on the bald
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Chapter Four A roar went up behind Chaia as she bolted for the trees. It wasnʹt the comforting rumble that Silaune usually made. It was a chorus of angry voices from men bent on the chase. She heard shouted orders behind her and the crash of men stumbling through the trees. Silauneʹs mind touched hers, proud and reassuring, then someone cried out, ʺThe dragon!ʺ and Chaia felt him leave the ground. Run for the other side of the trees, Chaia. Thereʹs another clearing there. She leapt a gnarled tangle of roots and felt the whip of twigs score her skin. Behind her, someone crashed to earth with a shout and an oath sheʹd have to ask the meaning of another time. There was a thick stand of trees ahead. Sheʹd run into them the first few times she tested her legs. There were gaps between the trunks, small enough for her to squeeze through and not be followed, if memory served. There was one way to find out. She dove beneath a half‐broken branch to her right, and scrambled deep into a shadow‐filled nook. One man thundered past her, having lost sight of where she went. She heard him panting to catch his breath as he doubled back on the path and shoved branches aside. Not much time, then, for her to find a way through the gaps in the trees. They were here, just as she remembered, but smaller than she thought. Even for her slight frame, theyʹd be a tight fit. Still, she had to try. She had to get to Silaune in the clearing. She had to get away.
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The Dragon Undone Someone hollered, ʺHeʹs awake, but he doesnʹt look very good!ʺ The man Chaiaʹd bitten, she guessed, the one sheʹd thought would sleep much longer than he had. Time was slipping away. She forced her leg through the largest gap, but got stuck just below the knee. She tugged it free, scraping skin from her calf. It was proof enough that escape would not be found this way. She darted back to the low branch that blocked the entrance to her hiding place. She had to decide whether she would run or stay; the choice was snatched by the sounds of another manʹs approach. The bald man and another stopped to question each other. They stood just on the other side of the branch, scowling and searching the shadows for the slightest giveaway. Chaia dared not move, not even to back away. She concentrated on not flinching when the bald manʹs eyes met hers through the leaves. She drew the cloak of stillness sheʹd been practicing around her shoulders again. The bald man shook his head in disgust. ʺLost her,ʺ he said and gave the other man a push. ʺGood riddance to them both. Letʹs get back to Berdhan, hey?ʺ Chaia waited until she could no longer make out their footsteps and new voices sounded in the far‐away clearing, then she ducked the branch and took a step down the path that would lead her to Silaune. A hand fisted in her hair before she could take a second. She caught a glimpse of the bald man as he stepped in close behind her, voice pitched low and dangerously. ʺClever girl isnʹt so clever now. Did you really think Iʹd miss you, standing right there? Youʹve got things to answer for, girl, and itʹs long past time that we headed home.ʺ He turned her by that painful grip and steered her back toward the clearing where the rest of the men waited. ʺIʹve got her,ʺ he bellowed with a voice that rang in Chaiaʹs ears. ʺGet Berdhan on his feet. Weʹll see whatʹs what back at Weld.ʺ Chaia felt Silaune touch her mind, hot and angry, and ready to charge once more into the fray. No, she insisted. Go back to the rookery.
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Chapter Five Chaia bared her teeth and growled as the bald man reached for her arm. The sound came out wrong, too high‐pitched to be a real threat, but it made him hesitate. That would have to do. She clung to Berdhan, arms around his waist. Leave me alone! ʺPlease!ʺ Amusement drained out of the bald manʹs face. ʺThatʹs enough, girl. Let him go.ʺ Chaia shook her head. ʺI want to stay with him. You do not like me.ʺ ʺIt doesnʹt matter whether I like you or not. What matters is that Berdhan wants you gone.ʺ He curled his fingers around her wrist and pried one arm free. She had only enough time to register the pallor of Berdhanʹs face and the fact that he had his eyes closed before the world went sideways. Euan ducked beneath her arm and stooped, sweeping her feet out from under her. She shrieked and clung to his head when he dropped her across his shoulders. ʺStop moving, girl! Iʹll drop you. Sacks of grain donʹt wiggle about. And while weʹre at it, take your finger out of my eye.ʺ Euan carried her down the hill that way, seeming not to care that each step drove his shoulder into her ribs. Unheeding of her whispered pleas to be put on her feet. She could walk if given the chance. She would, if given the choice, but Euanʹs grip stayed firm and his gait unbroken. Chaia managed only one more glance at Berdhan. She watched him gather his courage and take the first step to follow. Another after that,
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The Dragon Undone then he moved more easily. He studied the ground and the trees and the other men passing by. His gaze came back to her often, but it never lingered. He was angry. She should have known that he wouldnʹt understand. She could have killed him with that bite if sheʹd wanted to, but sheʹd spared him. All he saw was the attack. Sheʹd explain when she got the chance. It was only self‐defense. In her place, heʹd have done the same. Once he understood, she could ask her questions. Why had they captured her? When were they going to take her home? She jounced on Euanʹs shoulders, losing what little breath she could suck in, praying that the ride would soon end. * * * * * She kept her fingers knotted in Berdhanʹs vest. She was chilled to the bone and fighting shivers, despite the blanket that had been wound around her shoulders and the roaring of the fire in the tavern hearth. The elder sat before her, balanced on a wooden stool. He kept his walking staff beside him and sipped from a steaming mug one of the women brought. Chaia longed to wrap her hands around it, if only for a moment. Long enough to warm her fingers into feeling again. This body, this form, was no good at holding heat. Just a little longer. When night came, sheʹd leave them behind without a second glance. In darkness, she could forget this place and fly home, back to the rook where sheʹd be safe. More people filed into the room behind the Lammocʹs stool. There were people already seated in every available space. Some sat on the floor while others stood and leaned against the walls, every eye trained not on him, but on Chaia herself. Curiosity glinted in their eyes, buoyed now and then by a glimmer of hostility. Disapproval twisted their mouths and made them whisper to one another, quietly enough, or so they thought, that she wouldnʹt overhear. All the while, Berdhan sat at a table by himself, nursing a mug of something strong. He hunched over it, as if one of the curious onlookers
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The Dragon Undone ʺBut heʹll eat my sheep!ʺ The one called Tomas hunched his shoulders as attention swung toward him. ʺHe brought the sheep for me.ʺ She dared a little smile. ʺHe thought I might be hungry. I am sorry that his taking them upset you.ʺ Lammocʹs eyes narrowed in thought, but his smile never wavered. She was growing to like him, despite the questions he asked. ʺYou know something about dragons then.ʺ Chaia glanced at Berdhan and found him studying her with a suspicion that offset the open curiosity of the rest. When he noticed her watching, he scowled and lifted his mug. She took a breath and leaned forward to confess, ʺWhere I come from, Elder, we are not afraid of dragon kind.ʺ A murmur of surprise followed those words, but Chaia forged on without waiting for it to end. ʺThey are protectors. Guardians.ʺ She dared another smile. ʺThey are friends. They are our family.ʺ Her voice quieted. ʺI would like to go home.ʺ Those eyes that had not been filled with accusation before were filled with pity now, and some with sadness. The whispering began in earnest. Women murmured, ʺPoor thing,ʺ into one anotherʹs ears. Lammoc held up a hand and silence drifted down again. ʺWhere is this village you speak of? We have heard of no such places, here in Weld.ʺ Chaia frowned and shook her head. ʺWe do not name things as you do. There is no name for where we live. We simply call it home.ʺ Berdhan set his mug down with a loud thump. Heads swiveled toward him, but he looked only at her. ʺWho lives in a village that doesnʹt have a name?ʺ He leaned forward, stabbing an unsteady finger in her direction. ʺHow do you do your trading? What market do you visit at harvest time?ʺ ʺWe have nothing to take to harvest,ʺ Chaia answered. ʺAnd we do no trading with villages.ʺ ʺThatʹs impossible. Youʹd starve!ʺ Someone else murmured, ʺA village of madmen.ʺ Then the room filled with raised voices from all sides.
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The Dragon Undone ʺYou could make this easier and tell us where home is.ʺ ʺI cannot,ʺ she said again, frowning. ʺMy home has no name. And if it did, it would not be a safe place for you to go.ʺ The arch of his eyebrow was subtle, almost lost in the dark, but she answered the unspoken prompt all the same. ʺThe dragons do not like it when men come to call.ʺ ʺAnd yet they let you live among them. You called them your guardians. How do you explain that?ʺ She longed to tell him her secret, reveal that she was a dragon herself. Heʹd have to let her leave if he knew the truth, wouldnʹt he? No, she admitted after peering at him a while. If he knew the truth, heʹd fear her as much as the men in the hunting party. Heʹd chase her down with them at his back. If he knew what she was, he would kill her. ʺI have been with them since I was very young,ʺ she said, careful not to meet his gaze while she twisted the truth. ʺThey see me differently.ʺ ʺThey know youʹre crazy. That what you mean?ʺ Berdhan snorted. ʺAnyone of us would agree with that.ʺ Chaia scowled. ʺIf I leave tonight, now, will you promise not to follow?ʺ He shook his head. ʺI canʹt just let you wander off.ʺ ʺWhy not?ʺ Frustration welled up in her chest and threatened to tumble past her lips. ʺWhy not let me disappear? Bid me good riddance?ʺ Berdhan straightened from his slouch and stepped forward, posture steadier than she would have believed possible with all the drink in him. ʺBecause I donʹt believe that youʹre the dragonsʹ friend. I think youʹve been with them so long, youʹve forgotten where you really belong. Youʹre a girl. A woman. You belong with your own kind. Iʹm going to take you there,ʺ he insisted. ʺEven if I have to truss you like a pig.ʺ Chaia closed the last little distance between them on impulse, the urge to challenge that grin propelling her. ʺIf I promise not to bite you again, will you give me a place to hide?ʺ She caught him off‐guard with the question, judging by the quirk of his eyebrows. She stole his words, saying, ʺThey will soon know that I am gone.ʺ Berdhanʹs eyes narrowed, and his gaze flickered over her face as if he was searching for some hint that she was less than sincere. When a
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Chapter Six Berdhan opened the door on Deorwardʹs house. True had yet to come charging after and probably hadnʹt noticed that he was gone. It meant that there were no curious eyes watching what he did with the girl. No one would wonder what he was doing taking the girl home. ʺCareful, thereʹs a step.ʺ The girl clung to his hand as if she held a lifeline. ʺMind your toes—ʺ ʺBerdhan, is that you?ʺ Gyldanʹs voice, high and wary from behind the door. His heart battered his ribs. Hadnʹt he told her to stay at his home? He closed his eyes and felt his shoulders sag. ʺItʹs me, Gyldan, donʹt worry. Everythingʹs fine.ʺ Everything except leading a girl wearing only his vest into his brotherʹs house. As if sheʹd read the thought, the stranger asked, ʺYou are worried for your wife?ʺ Berdhan startled. ʺSheʹs not my wife. My brotherʹs wife. She was. We lost my brother last fall. He went out to fight a dragon,ʺ he said before he thought better of the words. He swallowed another urge to apologize, and glanced at her, his gaze caught by the sorrow in her eyes. He cleared his throat. ʺDo you have a name?ʺ That brought a smile back to her lips and she ducked her head in a nod. ʺAt home, they call me Chaia.ʺ ʺThen Iʹll call you Chaia, too. Iʹm—ʺ
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The Dragon Undone ʺBerdhan.ʺ Fear sharpened her tone. ʺPlease. Was there a dragon? I have the right to know.ʺ He clenched his teeth and swallowed an immediate confirmation. Gyldan would find out soon enough, from someone in Weld. Better to hear it from him than a gossip whoʹd turn one dragon into a thundering horde. ʺThere was a dragon, but they havenʹt come to burn us out or to destroy Weld. The dragon was just as surprised to see us as we were to see it.ʺ Chaia padded back to his side quietly. He didnʹt notice until she slipped a cool hand into his. ʺThis is Chaia.ʺ His teeth hurt from clenching them. Each woman studied the other in silence, then Gyldanʹs brow furrowed, and she took a breath. ʺPleased to meet you, Iʹm sure.ʺ Hardly a heartbeat passed before Gyldan stepped forward and caught his chin. She scowled and squinted at his neck, then turned his head to expose the bite. She sucked a breath of air between her teeth. ʺThatʹll fester soon. Thereʹs clean water in the bucket. Go and wash it off.ʺ And that was that. She dropped his chin and put a hand on her hip. Sheʹd given an order, and Berdhan was expected to do as she said. ʺYouʹre really all right?ʺ Berdhan sighed, rather than clenching his jaw again. He smiled, a little weary, and nodded. ʺIʹm fine.ʺ He gave Chaia a careful nudge, directing her across the room toward the wash bucket. ʺIt was an accident. These things happen.ʺ ʺThese things happen,ʺ Gyldan echoed. ʺTcha. If I had a chicken for every time Iʹve heard those words, none of us would ever go hungry. Men.ʺ She gave an indelicate snort. ʺFoolish, stubborn lot.ʺ Foolish, hungry lot. Heʹd ignored the offered meal at Heidaʹs in favor of a drink. Now, with the scent of dinner wafting through the air, his stomach knotted and rumbled a protest. He detoured toward the stove and the quietly bubbling pot atop it. He lifted the lid and ducked his head to inhale a breath of fragrant steam.
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Chapter Seven Silence stretched between Berdhan and Euan until it seemed like the natural way of things. Berdhan studied the stars; Euan tapped his pipe against his teeth. When he broke the silence, he chose his words with great care. ʺAre you sure of what youʹre doing? Really sure? You followed her out of the inn so fast, you didnʹt get a chance to hear the plan that came up.ʺ ʺPlan?ʺ Berdhan frowned. ʺWhat plan is this?ʺ ʺWe take her to Elgar Rune.ʺ Elgar Rune was twice as old as Lammoc. He looked that old, at least, or so the stories said. Every visible inch of him was covered in wrinkles, fine and deep alike. He was more than a little blind and deaf in one ear. He wheezed when he was sitting still and rattled alarmingly on the few times that he rose from his seat. Half of Weld privately thought that he was mad. That didnʹt stop them from going to him for answers to troubling matters. If the ewes starved their lambs, no milk in their udders, Elgar Rune knew which sort of grain to mash that would get it flowing in less than a day. He could predict when a winter would be long and hard or when the spring rain would turn into floods. He could guess to the hour when a child would be born and whether it would be a boy or a girl just by laying hands on a motherʹs stomach and concentrating a while. It was natural, then, for Lammoc to look to him for an answer to the mystery of Chaia. If anyone except the girl could say where sheʹd come
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Chapter Eight Berdhan scrubbed sleep from his eyes as he swayed in the saddle. Chaia rode behind him with her hands fisted in his shirt. The sky had just begun to lighten with hints of the coming day, and Euan sat the black beside them, scowling like a storm. ʺIf youʹre not going to talk, the least you can do is smile.ʺ Berdhan stifled a yawn. ʺWhatʹs so important that you dragged us out before decent men are awake? You said sun‐up.ʺ He gestured at the still‐dark sky. ʺYou can see that itʹs not.ʺ ʺI know, I know. Itʹs her.ʺ Euan glanced at Chaia and back at the road ahead. ʺTheyʹre still meeting at Heidaʹs.ʺ Berdhan glanced over his shoulder, as if he could see the inn from where they were. ʺStill? Theyʹve been at it all night?ʺ ʺAnd theyʹll probably keep at it all day. The more they talk, the more they scare themselves. Theyʹd have come for her soon. I thought it best to go before the trouble started.ʺ They rode a few more steps in silence, Berdhan letting the weight of that warning settle in. ʺThen we owe you, Euan. Thanks.ʺ Euan summoned a wry smile. ʺWe. Youʹre welcome, of course. Let the girl thank me on her own, if she likes.ʺ Chaia kept her silence. Euan shook his head. Berdhan glanced over his shoulder and asked, ʺYou know where weʹre going? How to find Elgar Rune?ʺ
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The Dragon Undone Euan kept his eyes fixed on the path. ʺI know where the Rune woods are supposed to be. They say that if heʹs willing to talk, youʹll find him, if you just get there.ʺ ʺAnd if he isnʹt willing to talk?ʺ ʺItʹll be a nice ride. Mebbe by the time we get home, the rest will have forgotten about being afraid of the girl.ʺ ʺAfraid. Is that what it is?ʺ ʺWhat would you call it when theyʹre blaming everything from weather to joint aches on your girl? Tomas spent most of the night telling them that she was living bad luck.ʺ So Euan had been up the whole night, too. ʺYou didnʹt tell them that you thought sheʹd cast a spell again, did you?ʺ Muscle worked beside Euanʹs jaw. His hands tightened on the reins between his fingers, and he muttered, ʺ...canʹt take a joke.ʺ ʺEuan?ʺ ʺI tried to take it back, didnʹt I? I thought she had, when I said it that first time, but when I went back after talking to you, it was too late to change their minds. Blame me all you like,ʺ he said, chin lifting. ʺAt least I got you away.ʺ He urged the black into a trot and moved ahead, grumbling to himself. Berdhan did his best to master the threatening grin. Chaia shifted against his back. She nestled closer, pressed her cheek to his shoulders, and gathered up a handful of his shirt. ʺI thought youʹd fallen asleep. Youʹve been so quiet.ʺ ʺI was listening.ʺ Her voice was no louder than a murmur. ʺCouldnʹt have been hard. Euan and I can be loud.ʺ ʺI was not listening to you.ʺ Berdhan twisted to look back at her as best he could. ʺThen what are you listening to? The wind? The trees?ʺ Heʹd started to expect her cryptic answers. He was almost looking forward to what sheʹd come up with next. But she straightened and put her chin on his shoulder. ʺI am listening to the ones who follow.ʺ
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Chapter Nine Berdhan kept one hand on Trueʹs shoulder, and one eye on the broad backs of the trio leading the way into the woods. Chaia sat atop the gelding that Euan had brought for them, but the smith walked beside her on the ground. ʺWeʹre just going to go with them?ʺ True asked the question quietly, but the trees caught the words and repeated them back a dozen times. They echoed through the heavy quiet and color blazed up the back of his neck. Berdhan arched an eyebrow. ʺIs there somewhere else youʹd rather be? I thought you wanted an adventure, True. You came all this way.ʺ ʺHome,ʺ Tomas answered. ʺIʹd like to be home now, please, and thanks.ʺ ʺYou should have thought of that before you stuck your nose where it didnʹt belong.ʺ Euanʹs dark eyes never left the trio ahead. Heʹd gotten his freedom back, walking and talking as if heʹd never stopped, but his mood had darkened noticeably. ʺWe know,ʺ True all but whimpered. ʺI made a mistake. I wanted to see if what everyone was saying was right. Iʹd take it back, if I could. Iʹd still be sleeping, or maybe having porridge.ʺ ʺYou hate your motherʹs porridge.ʺ ʺIʹd like it today.ʺ
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The Dragon Undone ʺNonsense,ʺ a new voice said behind him. ʺYou were told you were in no danger. That has not changed. She is safe whether she rides or stands, and you are all welcome.ʺ Berdhan turned and found himself facing the remains of a blasted oak. The tree must have stood for centuries before lightning struck it down. The base might have fit—barely—within a circle of six tall men if they linked arms. Charred fingers of blackened wood towered over the heads of even the granite men, and twisted lengths of root peeked up now and then through the ground for as far as the eye could see. But the man who sat on the stump was far from ancient, himself. Berdhan stared until he found his voice. ʺYou canʹt be Elgar Rune.ʺ The seated man laughed, a rich sound, and the stone men grinned. ʺOf a certainty, I can,ʺ he countered. ʺBut if you disbelieve me, then tell me who I am.ʺ He was dark‐haired and broad‐shouldered, handsome in the way of old nobility. His eyes were dark and steady, and his smile genuine. He lifted a hand in invitation. ʺDo you wish to name me, any of you?ʺ Tomas, with his jaw thrust out, took one bold step forward and balled his fists. ʺYouʹre cursed, thatʹs what you are. A bad dream made real. Some forest faefich trying to lead us from the trail.ʺ Elgar Rune, if thatʹs who he was, laughed again. ʺAnd you are Tomas, the shepherd. The poor, nervous boy. The savior of Weld.ʺ He tilted his head. ʺImagine that.ʺ ʺRiddles,ʺ Euan grumbled. ʺWords that donʹt make sense.ʺ The manʹs dark gaze shifted to the smith, and Berdhan saw Euanʹs shoulders hitch toward his ears. Elgar Rune smiled wider. ʺEuan Smith. I knew I could count on you.ʺ Before Euan could argue, Elgarʹs gaze had moved on to True. ʺAnd True, who will one day betray his name. An unexpected pleasure. I did not think to see you so soon.ʺ ʺElgar Rune is a wrinkled old man,ʺ Berdhan blurted. ʺYouʹre not him.ʺ The man seated on the tree turned his attention to Berdhan, laughed and shook his head. ʺYou may be right. I may not be the man I
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The Dragon Undone was banished for his love of the world beyond ours.ʺ Her voice came out a whisper. ʺI know of him.ʺ ʺAnd he knows of you.ʺ He stepped forward, keeping her arm tucked close to his side so that she was forced to stretch or to follow. She struggled to keep her balance as she hurried to keep up. ʺTul Ayar is a dragon. You cannot be him.ʺ ʺTul Ayar is many things, Chaia. As are you.ʺ He took her hand from his elbow, squeezed her fingers and let go. He threw his arms wide as he turned to face the men who followed. ʺBe welcome again, my friends.ʺ It was the same clearing, sheʹd swear it. The blasted throne with its web of roots still dominated the space but there, all familiarity came to an end. The ground that had been lush and level when they first arrived had split apart to disgorge a little plateau of rock. Except for the pits in its surface, it was flat enough to serve for dining. Indeed, there were several platters already, plumes of steam drifting upward to disappear in the leaves overhead. Stumps and rocks had been arranged around the table as makeshift chairs. The branch of a tall tree hung over the table center, heavy with flowers Chaia was certain had not bloomed there before. Now and then a petal drifted loose and fluttered to a silent landing, decorating the table and clearing floor in shades of purple and white. The granite men appeared again, their arms laden with new plates and their hands full of pitchers and earthen mugs. They set places and poured wine as if they had no audience. As if natural feasts like this one happened every day. With the same lack of concern heʹd shown thus far, Elgar Rune strode forward to take a seat at the head of the table. ʺBerdhan sits here,ʺ he pointed at the seat on his right, ʺand Chaia on my left. The rest of you may sit where you will. Sit and eat and rest.ʺ Chaia stepped forward, drawn by the rich‐scent of well‐cooked meat. A sheep, newly caught and killed, was a rare treat, but rarer still were the times when the dragons cooked their meals. Let men think them
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The Dragon Undone ʺWhat is this? Where am I? Let me go! Let me go and fight me, if thatʹs what you want!ʺ ʺEasy, Berdhan, easy. Your memory will return. Give it time. Close your eyes. Youʹre safe, I swear it to you.ʺ ʺSafe!ʺ Berdhan struggled to turn to face the voice, but found he couldnʹt under the weight of that grip. ʺProve that Iʹm safe. Show yourself to me. Why am I...eating?ʺ The memory was abrupt and clear. There had been a feast. He ate until he thought his stomach might burst. He flung the bone he held away. ʺThere were herbs in the food.ʺ ʺGood. Yes. You see, you begin to remember even now.ʺ Yes. Berdhan was remembering and he wracked his brain, searching for more information. How had he come here? Why was he alone? No. He wasnʹt alone. Rather, he hadnʹt come alone. There were others. Euan. Tomas. ʺTrue!ʺ ʺSleeping soundly outside Weld, if he hasnʹt been found by now. Itʹs not his time.ʺ Berdhan struggled in the rock‐solid grip. ʺNot his time for what? Let me see you. Let me go.ʺ The voice sighed and relented. ʺLet him go. He will not strike.ʺ Berdhan would make him regret those words. He would strike, hard and fast, the moment he could stand. But when the weight of restraint was lifted from his shoulders, when he had shoved to his feet and whirled to face the one who spoke, the empty leather scabbard at his side slapped his leg, and he found himself staring down the length of his own blade, its point toward him. ʺIt is a fine blade, Berdhan, and you are worthy of it. But do not let it speak for you. You have more within you than blind rage.ʺ The words were quiet, calm in contrast to the thundering of Berdhanʹs heart. Every muscle pulled taught, ready for the command to leap, to charge into a fight. Common sense kept him from spitting himself on the swordʹs point. Instead, he closed his eyes and forced himself to relax. He drew in a slow breath, held it, and exhaled. His shoulders dropped, and he uncurled
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The Dragon Undone ʺThey are a gift,ʺ Elgar said and held out a hand. ʺCome. Let me tell you of the journey ahead.ʺ Chaia reached to put her hand in his, but Berdhan stopped her, folding her fingers inside his own and squeezing gently. ʺWeld, Chaia. Weʹll find the way back. Weʹll rest there, and then Iʹll find a way to get you home.ʺ ʺWeld in good time,ʺ Elgar Rune insisted. ʺChaia has more important things to do before she sees your village again. She will need your help.ʺ He kept his hand extended. And Chaia very slowly slipped her fingers free of Berdhanʹs so that she could accept the offer. She stood, her gaze remaining on him even as Elgar Rune drew her away. Berdhan closed his eyes. That was it, then. Sheʹd made her choice. If she wanted to listen to the nonsense the old man spouted in his riddles, he should leave her to it. He could find the way home without anyoneʹs help. When he was back, when heʹd seen True again, heʹd forget the girl, forget Elgar Rune, and go on about the life he knew and understood. It was an easy decision. It should have been, at least. Instead, he found himself climbing to his feet, and turning to follow the pair of them back to Elgarʹs throne. ʺThen tell us what these important things are. Tell me how to help her, and send us on our way.ʺ He sounded weary, even to his own ears. ʺOf course, of course. I was just coming to that.ʺ Elgar had both of Chaiaʹs hands in his, and he beamed at her as if she were his child. ʺChaia must lead her people out of stagnation. If they do not embrace the need for change, they will die. It is the way of things.ʺ He spoke the words as if there was no menace in them, as if anyone hearing them should be glad of his pronouncement. He continued to smile at Chaia while she went even paler in contrast to the rich color of her shirt. ʺHow?ʺ Her voice was no louder than a whisper. ʺHow am I to do this? They will not simply take my word. There will have to be some reason....ʺ Elgar nodded. ʺAnd you will give it to them.ʺ
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Chapter Eleven Silaune stood at the edge of a precipice, bare toes curled over the sharp lip of rock. A strong wind whipped up the face of the stone beneath him, and once released, tangled about his shoulders, threatening to pull him down into the trees far below. He closed his eyes and leaned into that embrace. The wind had never betrayed him. It could be a cruel master, demanding that he bend when he wanted to fly straight, or forcing him to choose a different path to his prey, but it never abandoned him, never let him down. He had been less faithful than the ever‐changing wind. He opened his eyes and sank into a crouch, one handʹs knuckles resting on the silent rock. ʺWhere have you gone, Chaia? Where have they taken you? Why havenʹt you come home?ʺ ʺRefresh my memory. Werenʹt you the youngling lost for a full seven days the first time you left the rook on your own? Getting lost seems to run in your blood.ʺ Silauneʹs shoulders hitched toward his ears. He composed himself before he shoved to his feet and turned around. Ihanar stood behind him, the dark entrance to the rook yawning behind him like a hungry mouth. His arms hung heavy at his sides, but his chin was lifted, and the set of his shoulders was proud. Whether he wore the two‐legged form to prove his mastery or to mock Silauneʹs choice was hard to say. Whichever it was, he seemed very pleased with himself.
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Chapter Thirteen Chaia woke nestled in the solid but yielding cushion of Berdhanʹs arms. She heaved a sigh, and he took a deep breath in reflection, pulling her closer in his sleep. She smiled a little and tucked her nose against the column of his throat, letting her eyes drift shut again. Silaune had often told her that men were foul, stinking beasts. She found, however, that she didnʹt mind the smell at all. Berdhan had the vague scent of earth around him, warmed and altered beneath his skin. He smelled of leather and wool and the musk of travel, but now all of that was blended with her essence. She nestled closer to him, folding her fingers in the hollow at the base of his throat. He took another waking breath, and she smiled, murmuring, ʺGood morning, my love.ʺ He went still beneath her, breath catching in his throat. The hand that had been tracing lazy patterns in the small of her back stopped as well. Something was wrong. Chaia frowned and lifted her head. ʺBerdhan? Are you well?ʺ Just as abruptly, he let out a gusty sigh. ʺYes. Fine. Forgot where I was, thatʹs all.ʺ His hand started up its gentle stroking. ʺOh.ʺ She smiled and pressed a kiss to the underside of his chin. ʺI know where you are. I will never lose you.ʺ There was silence then, comfortable, but not as easy as sleep had been. She kept her cheek pillowed on his chest, listening to the steady thrum of his heartbeat, but her brow furrowed. ʺYou are troubled. Why?ʺ
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Sara Dennis * * * * * ʺItʹs not going to work.ʺ Berdhan stared at a solid wall of green. There were paths through the growth, he was sure of it, but theyʹd be narrow and full of tangled vines under foot. Itʹd be a trick and a half to get a man through. There was no way the horses, laden with all their things, were going to make it. Not in a week of days. Chaia considered the same obstacle, standing motionless beside him, hands at her sides. They were leading the horses already, to spare their backs and hooves. She took a quick breath and suggested, ʺWe could go over the trees.ʺ ʺOver?ʺ Berdhanʹs eyebrows rose. ʺHow? Iʹm not the best at scaling trunks without a load on my back. And horses arenʹt built for tree‐ climbing.ʺ She laughed. ʺNot the horses. I could carry them—ʺ ʺNo.ʺ She stared at him, startled into wide‐eyed silence, but Berdhan shook his head and peered into the dark spaces between the trees. ʺWeʹll find another way around.ʺ Bedding the dragon‐blooded girl was one thing. Her wings had disappeared somewhere during their intimacies, and heʹd woken with an armful of nearly‐human girl. With a little effort, he could forget that she was a dragon at all, could assign that memory to a wine‐fogged haze with not much effort. It was easier that way. But if he had to watch her take that form, if she carried the horses in talon‐tipped feet that had been hands, heʹd never be able to forget it. The peace between them now was worth too much to cast aside. ʺIf we go through, weʹll have to carry our food.ʺ He glanced over his shoulder at the horses, thinking out loud. ʺThe bedrolls shouldnʹt be too heavy. The riverʹs close, so weʹll have water.ʺ ʺWhat will happen to the horses, Berdhan?ʺ He looked down at her. ʺWeʹll turn them loose here. Thereʹs grass to eat, and water. Theyʹll be fine. Either someone will find them, or Iʹll come back one day. Maybe theyʹll live the rest of their lives in the wild.ʺ
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The Dragon Undone She turned toward the gelding sheʹd been riding and caught her fingers on the noseband of the bridle. He lowered his head, and Chaia rested her forehead against his nose. ʺThey are not used to the wilderness,ʺ she told him, with her eyes closed. ʺThey will not live long if we leave them here.ʺ ʺYou canʹt know that,ʺ he answered, and let his eyebrows lift when she fixed him with an even gaze. ʺYou canʹt,ʺ he insisted. ʺThereʹs always a chance. Maybe theyʹll get lucky.ʺ ʺYou have seen the creatures that live in these lands. Do you believe that luck will save them?ʺ Berdhanʹs mind filled with roiling images of the river snake. A beast that large should not have moved so fast. A beast that large could make quick work of a horse, no matter how it thrashed and kicked. ʺAll right, weʹll go around. With the horses.ʺ He was helping Chaia into the saddle when she glanced back over her shoulder at him. ʺThank you.ʺ ʺThank me?ʺ Berdhanʹs brow creased. ʺThank me for what?ʺ She smiled. ʺFor taking the horses. They wanted me to thank you. They were afraid that youʹd leave them.ʺ ʺThe horses. Were afraid?ʺ She nodded. ʺDo you not remember that I speak with them?ʺ Berdhan pursed his lips. ʺIʹd forgotten. Well.ʺ He dusted his hands on his legs as she settled into place. ʺTell them youʹre—theyʹre— welcome.ʺ He turned to walk to his mare and was rewarded by Chaia’s ringing laughter. ʺIt troubles you that I speak with them. Is that not true?ʺ Berdhan exhaled a breath of wry amusement and swung up into his seat. ʺʹTroublesʹ isnʹt the right word. Iʹll just never get used to it.ʺ Chaia laughed again. ʺNever is a very long time, Berdhan.ʺ * * * * * The search for a trail ended quickly. There was a much‐overgrown but passable trail a few miles from the barrier of the trees. It followed the
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Chapter Fourteen The rain came down in thick, hard drops. They landed like fists, pounding hard against Chaiaʹs head and hands. Her shoulders ached and the gelding flinched beneath her as the storm raged harder and followed them toward the trees. She could hear Berdhan behind her, shouting something, but she didnʹt dare stop to look and see that he was all right. She didnʹt want to see what she knew was coming. Heʹd said that rain sometimes happened in the spring, but this was no ordinary rain. When nature made a storm like this one, it took time. It was accidental. There was no anger in the fall of the rain. This storm fell with liquid rage. It was an attack, plain and direct, not an act of fate. Chaia knew that the dragons were behind the sudden storm. What she didnʹt know was why theyʹd do such a thing. Why would they drive her before them like an enemy? Why would they strike out at her? The answer hit her fast and hard, like the bolts of lightning that arced out of the clouds and left smoldering pits in the ground. They werenʹt driving her; she was too important. But the human—Berdhan— they had no love for him. She yanked hard on the reins, drawing the horse to an abrupt, skidding stop. She murmured an apology as she turned him, and squinted through the rain toward the man who came behind. ʺBerdhan, ride faster… Hurry!ʺ
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The Dragon Undone for sure.ʺ He took a breath and considered her from his almost upside‐ down position, then pulled himself to the other side of the trunk. She lost sight of him and her heart skipped a beat, then he reappeared, his grip steadier. ʺYouʹre sure youʹre all right?ʺ Chaia nodded. ʺI am sure. Be careful, when you come down. The ground is—ʺ Chaia. The wave of relief that came with the simple voicing of her name nearly unbalanced her. She swayed on her feet. Silaune? Her heart beat with a new kind of anxiousness, part fear, part hope, part expectation. Her gaze lifted to the still‐roiling clouds, searching. Silaune, where are you? I canʹt see. Here. Above you. There was a heavy pause. Waiting. There was stiffness to his voice that Chaia hadnʹt heard before. ʺChaia?ʺ Berdhan had begun to work his way down the tree. ʺThe groundʹs muddy, hey? I figured it would be. Almost there, hang on. Then weʹll go and find the horses.ʺ Why are you traveling with him? The two‐leg. Disappointment colored the feel of his voice now. If they let you go, you should have come back to me. He is bringing me home, Sila. He was bringing me back to the rook. He is a friend— He is an enemy! This voice was not Silauneʹs. It was angry and sharp, its dark edges touched with heat. Ihanar. Chaia staggered a little, her balance slipping in the mud. Berdhan caught her under the elbow and frowned. He moved faster than she expected, and had made it to her side, while she wasnʹt watching. His visage swam before her eyes, her mind reeling with the barrage of Ihanarʹs fury. She lifted the other hand to touch Berdhan’s cheek and managed to murmur his name before Ihanar lashed out. Traitor... Betrayer! It is time that you remembered our ways. The clouds above Berdhan parted, darkness revealing shadowy, winged shapes. Chaia knew her eyes widened, saw the expression reflected in Berdhanʹs, concerned and dark blue. She saw her kindred tuck
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Chapter Fifteen No! Chaia stumbled forward two steps, spread her arms and closed her eyes. Take me! I give myself to you. I am the betrayer. If you wish to strike one of us down, strike at me. Ihanarʹs anger ebbed abruptly, and Chaia opened her eyes to see what he would do. Rather than plunging after Berdhan, who continued to struggle through the mud in vain, Ihanar hovered above her, his heavy head swinging back and forth as he studied her. She could feel the rising thread of excitement in him, feel his anticipation. Sheʹd chosen the distraction carefully, and it looked like it would work. Say the words, Chaia. Say them again, and I will spare his life now. Say that you give yourself to me. Chaiaʹs heart shattered into countless pieces. She was Berdhanʹs to give, whether he believed it, whether he wanted her or not. She made her choice that night by the river, but to save him she would give him up. She had no other choice. So she lifted her chin and met Ihanarʹs gaze. I am yours, Ihanar. Do with me as you will. She was pulled in two directions: the sick falling sensation of disbelief from Silaune, and the thick, smothering waves of pleasure that rolled off of Ihanar. Then you are mine, he agreed. He swept toward her, talons once more extended, and she braced herself for the blow of being lifted off her feet. It came, but he was more careful with her than she expected. Though
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Chapter Sixteen Chaia stood motionless in the Great Cavern of the rook. She hugged herself, hands cupping her elbows in an attempt to keep from shivering. The cavern was open on all sides to mark it as a place where words flowed like wind. It was drafty on a good day; now, with her clothing still damp from the sudden storm, she had to clench her jaw to keep her teeth from chattering. It would be better if you changed. The cold would not bother you so. Ihanar stretched long across the center of the cavern. His tail slid back and forth across the uneven floor, amusement making the very tip twitch now and then. He was making her uncomfortable and enjoying the fact. ʺI prefer to wear the two‐legged form,ʺ she told him. ʺBerdhan might need me. Any other form troubles him.ʺ Berdhan. The name came out oddly accented. The two‐leg does not need you. He is no longer your concern. Fear caused the muscles of her chest to tighten and steal the breath from her lungs. ʺWhat have you done with him, Ihanar? If youʹve harmed him—ʺ His tail lashed the floor, shaking the stone underfoot. I assure you, when and if I harm him, it wonʹt be a secret. He heaved a sigh and the weight of anger eased away from his words. We were worried about you, Chaia. We thought that youʹd been lost. Chaia lowered her gaze. If she hadnʹt been so determined to master two legs, thereʹd have been no trouble at all. ʺIʹm sorry,ʺ she answered. ʺI
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The Dragon Undone didnʹt mean to worry you.ʺ Her gaze rose. ʺBut you neednʹt have caused a storm like that. You could have killed him!ʺ So what if we had? He asked the question so casually that it was clear that death didnʹt bother him. One human, more or less, is of no concern. We thought you were a prisoner, and he your captor. Her eyebrows rose. ʺOne man alone? Do you mean to insult me, Ihanar? Even young as I am, I can stand up to one human.ʺ When you were taken, I remind you, there was more than one man. Silaune came back to us wounded. We had reason to think we should look for you in force. Chaiaʹs shoulders dropped, and she closed her eyes. ʺYes. I suppose. Iʹm sorry, Ihanar,ʺ she repeated. ʺI should have paid more attention. I should have listened to Silaune when he told me it was time to go back. But the mistake was mine. Punish me as you will, but let Berdhan go. Of all of them, he was the one who treated me with the most kindness.ʺ And donʹt you find that odd? That the man who kills dragons should want to make a friend out of you? Chaiaʹs heart thudded hard. ʺKills dragons? What do you mean? Berdhan hasnʹt killed anyone.ʺ Not this season, perhaps. Ihanar lifted and stretched a foreleg, claws curling under then flexing. But he is a dragon‐hunter, and he has taken life. Remember that we lost Mekhti not so long ago. ʺI remember.ʺ The words came out a whisper. Chaia bowed her head, reminded once more of the ache of old grief. Mekhti had been a friend of hers, an age mate. Theyʹd taken their first shaky flights side by side. He was the one who taught her to break the ice on winter‐coated rivers to steal a drink. They challenged each other to duels to keep their talons sharp, and he could always be counted on to play sentry while she napped. If heʹd lived a little longer, she might have taken him to mate instead. She could still remember the day theyʹd lost him, smell the bite of coming winter in the air. It was a cold morning, clear and crisp, and
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Chapter Seventeen Chaia woke to the sound of rumbling voices, low and urgent as they rolled through the passageways of the rook. Sheʹd shifted back to her dragon form now that she was home. She was almost content. She stretched and rose from the warm depression in the rock that served as her bed, letting her wings brush the walls of the narrow space. Her chamber had been given to her not long after sheʹd passed her third birthday. Being female, sheʹd not been expected to grow as big as the rest of her kin, so the chamber was smaller than most of the others. It was almost too small now, but the close quarters and embrace of the stone was comforting to her. This was home. It was safe. She padded through the doorway and into the corridor beyond, following the flow of murmured words. They led her back to the Grand Cavern, but it was far from deserted now. The whole of the rook had gathered for some sort of meeting. Flames wavered in the inset sconces, throwing dancing shadows up and down the walls. Firelight played over the polished silver scales of two‐ dozen dragons. And in the middle of them, Ihanar held court. The time has come to strike back at the world of men! A wave of murmured agreement swept through the cavern. Muzzles dipped, wings flared, and all eyes were on Ihanar as he spoke. For too long, we have left men to their own devices. Too weak, too foolish, too fragile to survive. We have told ourselves this lie about our enemy, and we have blinded ourselves to the truth!
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Chapter Eighteen Morning came too soon. Berdhan couldnʹt say when it was that heʹd given up and let sleep claim him. The roaring went on well past Chaiaʹs disappearance, and blended together with the pounding in his head. Chaia. Had they really had that conversation? Was the argument more than a nightmare? When he opened his eyes, would he be back in the forest, sprawled on the riverbank with the pale‐haired girl in his arms? A dim spark of hope flared for a second, then winked out. No. The hard rock beneath his shoulder was all too real. The sound of movement somewhere—the heavy thudding footfalls of a dragon on the move were more than imagination, which meant that Chaia had left him last night in anger, with nothing but hard feelings between them. Sheʹd asked too much. There was no way that he could—would— ever apologize for killing the dragon that took Deorwardʹs life. If she couldnʹt understand that a life for a life was fair, if she couldnʹt forgive his need for revenge, then all that had been between them meant nothing. Berdhan opened his eyes. Silaune stood over him, frowning. He nodded once, a sharp dip of his chin, and said, ʺGood. You are awake. Come. We are leaving.ʺ Berdhan sat up, joints protesting, and held his head. ʺLeaving? Why? Where are we going?ʺ ʺAway from here.ʺ Silaune stepped closer then nudged Berdhan not at all gently. ʺTake my hand. We have no time. You are not safe here.ʺ
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Chapter Nineteen ʺWhat do you mean thereʹs a child, Silaune?ʺ Berdhanʹs stomach had just settled from the trip away from the rook, and now it had tightened into painful knots again. ʺWhat child?ʺ Silaune made a short, slicing gesture. ʺMen! You fill the world with so much talking that you forget to listen. There is a child—ʺ ʺI heard that part,ʺ Berdhan snapped back. ʺBut how can that be?ʺ Silaune pursed his lips, and arched an eyebrow. It was an all‐too‐ human expression that caught Berdhan off guard. ʺDid you lie down with my sister? Answer truthfully.ʺ Berdhan bit back the instant denial. The man in front of him wasnʹt intimidating, standing bare‐footed and naked in a clearing in the trees, but all that could change in an instant. There was a beast coiled beneath his skin waiting for release. So he closed his eyes and admitted, ʺOnce.ʺ Silaune snorted. ʺThen you know how it can be.ʺ Berdhan opened his eyes again. ʺIt doesnʹt work like that. Not that fast. Not usually,ʺ he amended. ʺIf we could lie down together once, and have a child every time, thereʹd be even more of us.ʺ He frowned. ʺAnd sheʹs a dragon.ʺ ʺEnough! I do not have the words for all that you would know. I do not know how this comes to be, two‐leg, only that it is. That is all you need to know.ʺ He stabbed a finger at the trees viciously. ʺYour home lies that way. I will not take you there. I must go back for Chaia. She will need me.ʺ
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Chapter Twenty ʺIʹm supposed to save the world somehow.ʺ The words came out flat and disbelieving. Berdhan raised a hand to press his fingers at his temples. ʺYou know, I apprenticed to a weaver. I spent my summers shearing sheep and carding wool.ʺ He straightened and held up his hands, fingers spread wide. ʺThe dye used to soak into my skin so badly that my fingers would be yellow for weeks.ʺ He looked past their tips at the faefich woman and let his hands drop into his lap. ʺI was never meant to be a champion or savior of anything.ʺ ʺHe still believes that champions are those who wield a sword?ʺ The woman shook her head. ʺThe body does not tell who a champion will be. The heart, that is what matters. He has a warriorʹs heart.ʺ Berdhan laughed. ʺFat lot of good itʹs done me so far, this heart of mine.ʺ He pinched up a finger of loose earth and tossed it toward the flame. ʺWas he promised that there would be no pain?ʺ The treeʹs heart watched him through the faint haze of smoke. ʺThere is no life without pain. When the heart is whole, the pain is less. Without her, he is only half.ʺ ʺWhich her?ʺ But he knew. Berdhan knew exactly which her the faefich meant, and his heart ached. Silaune had gone back to help her, and here Berdhan sat, not knowing whether heʹd see her again or not. ʺI think my life would be better with no ʹherʹ at all.ʺ
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Chapter Twenty‐One Chaia ran with the sounds of battle in her ears. As the corridor widened ahead of her, she stretched her legs, taking longer strides. The curious peered out of their doorways as she raced past, but thankfully none stepped into the path of her flight. The sounds of struggle that should have faded behind her as she ran followed her, the clash of body on body still loud in her ears. She stopped to glance over her shoulder, and her eyes widened. Ihanar was bearing down on her with all the fury and wrath of the storm heʹd called. He reached toward her as he came. His roar made the air around her shiver in response. There was no time to turn away, less time to run. Her muscles tightened. Her limbs locked, keeping her where she was. In a moment, maybe two, he would be on her. Her life would end, as he had promised. With muscles bunched, Ihanar spread his wings, and launched himself at her, jaws wide for a bite that would crush her throat. Silaune dealt him a blow from behind that knocked him sidelong into a wall. Why are you just standing there? Go, Chaia. Now! Then his attention was back on the elder who was struggling to his feet. Chaia ran. She whirled as tightly as she could until the dark shape of an archway that led to open air was before her. Three strides, two, and then she shot past the confines of the rookery caves and winged upward into the night sky.
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Chapter Twenty‐two Chaia slumped, exhausted, against the trunk of an old tree. It had taken all night to find the right village. More than once sheʹd been certain sheʹd have to find a place to sleep and start again. It was the knowledge that Ihanar was healing, that heʹd soon be after her, that kept her on the wing. That sheʹd managed to land with any grace at all was a miracle in her mind. Her body ached from head to tail, and it was more than the pain of exertion that stole her breath away. Silaune was gone. There was no sense of him anywhere. The thin thread of connection that normally spanned the distance between them, no matter how great, was nowhere to be found. If heʹd survived the fight and the fall, he would have found some way to let her know. Her brother, her protector was gone, and it was her fault. Then there was Berdhan. The same sort of thread stretched between them though she hadnʹt noticed it before. It still pulsed weakly, so there was no telling where he might be. Sheʹd tried letting it lead her to him, but the beat was too weak. It would disappear beneath the frantic pounding of her heart, then reappear and urge her in a new direction. She was lost, wandering, and being hunted so she settled on flying as far as she could. If she put enough distance between herself and the rook, then she would let herself rest. She stopped when she could no longer force her wings to beat. The landscape beneath her meant nothing, hills and trees that sheʹd never
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The Dragon Undone another hug. ʺAye, I made it back all right. And the old man told the truth. You made it home.ʺ True pulled away, blinked, and scrubbed a hand across his eyes. ʺItʹs really you? Youʹre really here, Uncle Berdhan? Mum said you must be dead if you hadnʹt showed up by now, but youʹre not. Youʹre alive!ʺ The boy threw himself back into Berdhanʹs arms and wound his arms around his waist for a brief, fierce hug. ʺIʹm alive,ʺ Berdhan echoed. ʺItʹs good to see you.ʺ He clapped the boy on the shoulder and gave him a roughly affectionate shake. ʺScared me, waking up without you. Tomas and Euan, theyʹre here too?ʺ True nodded, wide‐eyed. ʺWe woke up just over the river, down by our fishing spot. We thought maybe you beat us back, so we ran home, but you werenʹt there. Tomas and I were going to go out looking, but Euan wouldnʹt let us, and then the dragons came and there wasnʹt any time. Mum said the dragons must have eaten you.ʺ Berdhan chuckled. ʺNice to know that her faith in me hasnʹt changed.ʺ He glanced up and grinned at her; color stained her cheeks as she padded forward to hug him, hard. Berdhan kissed her cheek. ʺYouʹre well? Everyoneʹs well?ʺ She nodded. ʺWeʹre all tired, but everyoneʹs here. You should have seen it, Berdhan. The dragons were burning everything.ʺ Berdhan nodded in turn, struggling to keep the frown off his face. ʺI saw what they left behind. I was worried about all of you.ʺ ʺWe were worried too. You hadnʹt come back, and we didnʹt know what weʹd do if the dragons followed us.ʺ Berdhan shook his head. ʺThey wonʹt come again. The dragons are done with us.ʺ It was a half‐truth at best, but honesty wouldnʹt serve. The dragons wouldnʹt come for the villagers; theyʹd come for him instead, if the faefichʹs prophecy was right. Gyldanʹs forehead wrinkled. ʺYouʹve said that before.ʺ ʺI mean it, this time.ʺ Berdhan dropped a hand on Trueʹs shoulder. ʺMaybe someday, weʹll go hunting then, right, Uncle Berdhan? You can take me hunting for dragons, like you promised.ʺ
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Chapter Twenty‐four Miracle working. It would take a miracle, for certain, to get Chaia out of here unhurt. He continued on until no more than three paces separated them. He stopped, let his gaze travel her body and that agitated tail. When he met her eyes, he had to swallow the lump that threatened to choke him, and force words out past his teeth. ʺSilaune told me youʹd come. He didnʹt tell me what youʹd bring with you.ʺ She flinched as if heʹd struck her or hurled rocks rather than words. Her wings flared open slightly, but she didnʹt climb to her feet. Instead, she lowered her head and let go a quiet croon. It sounded for all the world as though her heart was breaking. ʺHave you seen what theyʹve done to my home? Weld is in ruins, and itʹs because of me. Because of this prophecy that ties us together.ʺ He frowned. ʺDid you know about this when you first met me?ʺ She tilted her head, considering him, then very deliberately swung it side to side. Now she heaved herself to standing and crouched one step, then two, closer before she sat. She craned her neck so that her pointed muzzle nearly touched his chest. Berdhan hesitated before he laid his hand against her nose. ʺItʹs hard to imagine you in there,ʺ he admitted, letting one corner of his mouth tug up into a smile. ʺEven after all that Iʹve seen.ʺ This time the rumble was high‐pitched and pained. If dragons could cry, Berdhan might have expected to see a giant amber tear slide
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The Dragon Undone minute, Euan? You know sheʹll stay right here with me. And do me another favor?ʺ Euan was fighting the urge to argue; that much Chaia could tell by the way the muscle in his jaw jumped. But he gave in with a sigh and said, ʺWhat do you need?ʺ Berdhanʹs voice was wry with humor. ʺGo and pay a visit to Gyldan and ask her to send a blanket. Just say itʹs for me.ʺ ʺYou know sheʹll think youʹre crazy, donʹt you? Iʹll be lucky to get away with anything without my ears ringing for days.ʺ ʺI owe you in advance,ʺ Berdhan said through a laugh. ʺWill you do it?ʺ ʺAye.ʺ The word was a grumble. ʺIʹm going. And you do owe me.ʺ * * * * * Gyldan sent stew along with the blanket, insisting that Berdhan eat. Euan delivered the message with the corner of his mouth twitching. Berdhan laughed out loud. ʺYou didnʹt tell her about Chaia, then?ʺ Euan shook his head. ʺThought it best to keep that between you and me. Well. And the girl, of course.ʺ His shoulders lifted and fell. ʺFigure the villageʹll find out soon enough.ʺ ʺThey will,ʺ Berdhan agreed, and glanced toward where Chaia sat, hunched over the bowl of stew as if she hadnʹt eaten in days, blanket wound close around her shoulders. ʺWeʹve got a few things left to work out, if you want to stay.ʺ ʺNo, no.ʺ Euan was quick to shake his head. ʺThis is your trouble, not mine. Iʹm still not sure what Iʹve seen. If itʹs all the same to you, I think Iʹd like to leave it that way.ʺ He clapped a broad hand to Berdhanʹs shoulder and gave him a little shake, then turned on his heel. He was almost through the trees when Chaia spoke his name. She didnʹt shift position, didnʹt even lift her head, but she said very clearly, ʺThank you, Euan.ʺ
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Chapter Twenty‐five Smoke rose in thick pillars between the trees. There were one or two in every direction, some closer than others. The dragons that had been spotted were, for now, far away, no larger than a fingernailʹs length in the darkening grey of the sky. Still, if they were within eyesight, that was too close for Chaiaʹs taste. The villagers were in a panic. People were packing to run. For the past few days, wagons had trickled in from the other villages the dragons burned. Thereʹd hardly been time to get them unpacked, and now their owners hurled belongings back into them, despite wheels that needed repairing and anxious horses that fought when being forced into the traces. Instructions were shouted across the cluttered streets, voices lost in the wailing of frightened children and arguments about what was important to take. Berdhan and his men waited just outside the village, spread out in twos and threes between the trunks of tall pines. Some had swords, others pitchforks. A lucky few had bows and arrows that might do some good, but even if thereʹd been twice as many, things looked grim. Berdhan was in conference with Euan and a few other men. Chaia waited for him to finish then padded to his side while he scowled at the sky. ʺCome on,ʺ he murmured as she got close enough to hear. ʺCome and get us, if youʹre coming. This isnʹt a game.ʺ She frowned. ʺWhy do you invite him to attack you, when he might pass you by? Would it not be better to be ignored?ʺ
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Sara Dennis closed her eyes. She could feel their fear and their anger. She could feel how they hated her, and how little of their trust she had, but it didnʹt matter. Trust was not a requirement to make this work. She called out, ʺYou must all be as still as you can.ʺ When their voices quieted to nothing, she sank to her knees. She surrounded herself with a bubble of absence, brow furrowed in concentration while it formed. Then she took a breath and held it, letting the pressure it made inside her push the walls of the bubble outward. She heard the men around her gasp and murmur, but as the bubble crept toward them, they stilled where they stood. Theirs was not a peaceful stillness, but there was no time to calm them. Ihanar was closer now and still moving. She lost track of time as she expanded the sphere her power made. It wavered now and then, shrinking in on itself, and more than once she wondered whether sheʹd promised Berdhan too much. But no, it had to work. She had to be able to do this thing. She would die before sheʹd let Ihanar drag her back to the rook. She would fly at him herself if he harmed Berdhan. She made one last push, her body shaking, and dropped forward onto her hands when the last of Berdhanʹs men were inside the sphere. She gasped aloud, catching her breath, and felt concern drift toward her from all sides. Fine, she told them all. I am well. You are mine. The voice came from outside the circle of her control, dark and thick with undisguised anger. Ihanar. Good. You havenʹt forgotten me. Come now, Chaia. Letʹs not play this silly game. Come to me, and Iʹll leave your little friends alone. Chaiaʹs heartbeat doubled in speed. She swallowed hard and forced herself back to her knees. She opened her eyes and glanced around the clearing. Berdhanʹs men watched her in wide‐eyed silence, fingers flexing and gripping the pommels of their swords. They shifted their weight, and held their breaths. If her magic didnʹt work, every one of them would die at Ihanarʹs command. If she let them go now, if they ran, she might be able
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Chapter Twenty‐six Berdhan stepped forward, blade ringing in the air as he yanked it free of its sheathing. ʺYou want a fight? You have it. Here I am! Leave the boy alone, Ihanar.ʺ The magic that had cloaked him shattered into countless pieces, and Chaia sagged as if the strings that held her upright had been snapped. She caught herself on her hands, fingers splayed wide on the earth beneath her. Berdhanʹs men gasped and staggered, left without their illusion, but they didnʹt hesitate long. Swords were unsheathed and bowstrings drawn taut. The dragons were within the ring of men. It might not have been the strongest barrier between the village and the beasts, but if the dragons were forced to the defensive, it was good enough. They hissed and spit and lashed their tails against one another as they backed away. More than one man had to dive as a dragon snapped at him, mouth open and full of needle‐sharp teeth. It was enough to keep them distracted. Berdhan kept his sword leveled on Ihanar. ʺTrue? Answer me, boy.ʺ There was a long silence before Trueʹs voice came back, weak. ʺIʹm sorry, Uncle Berdhan. I just wanted to see.ʺ ʺAre you all right?ʺ Another silence, then, ʺIʹm okay.ʺ
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The Dragon Undone decision, Ihanar. I will not go back with you, no matter the bargain. I am dragon, but I am no kin to you.ʺ The rumble rolled up from the earth and seemed to fill the clearing. Anger rolled off his hide in palpable waves of heat. Ihanar seemed to double in size. Men and dragons shrank back from him alike. He roared, ʺBetrayer. Traitor. That choice is not yours to make.ʺ His tail moved, a slow back and forth that stirred the air, then it snapped, too fast to see. There was a crack that made Berdhanʹs ears burst with pain and tinged his vision blue. Some of the men cried out. Others dropped to their knees, swords forgotten. The silence that followed was loud and heavy, broken only by the gasps for breath from three‐dozen men. Berdhan straightened, muscles aching as if heʹd been standing still for three days. He shook his head and adjusted his grip on his sword. ʺWhat did you—ʺ ʺBerdhan.ʺ Euan stepped up beside him, touched his shoulder and pointed. Berdhan followed his finger to where Chaia lay, crumpled and unmoving. The world went black and white and all the shades of gray between. There was no sound, not even the pounding of his heart. He felt nothing, floating without purpose inside his own skin. There were no thoughts, no feelings, nothing but monochromatic sight. Then the fury hit. Color came back to him, abrupt and painfully bright. The pounding of his heart in his chest stole his breath away, and his body moved before he was completely aware of what he did. He roared, all the power of his pent up breath behind the sound, and before he could stop himself he was charging, sword at the ready, toward Ihanar. He took satisfaction in catching the dragon off guard. Reading expressions on a reptilian face was new and not easy, but he could read alarm in those cruel, amber eyes, and he pressed his advantage until it slipped away. The swordʹs blow scored a faint scratch that welled with blood across the base of Ihanarʹs neck but nothing more. The dragon leapt
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Chapter Twenty‐seven Chaia awoke with battle ringing in her ears. The air was thick with the musty smell of sweat and the metallic tang of blood. The ground beneath her was cold and unyielding, and her pulse pounded in her throat. She pushed herself to her knees, muscles protesting as she straightened twisted legs. Ihanar had come; she remembered that. Sheʹd made her choice, chosen to stay with Berdhan and the child that would be. Then the elder lashed out at her, and the world went black. How long she had been unconscious or what might have happened while she slept, she had yet to learn. All eyes were focused on the center of the clearing, and Chaiaʹs heart leapt when her gaze followed the rest. Berdhan and Ihanar traded fierce and bloody blows. Both of them were exhausted and both had shed more than a little blood. Berdhan was swaying on his feet, but Ihanar still moved, blocking heavy attacks as best he could. When neither of them could lift their arms, the fight would end, but if both were still standing, who would decide the victory? ʺBerdhan.ʺ His name was a whisper on her lips, and she started forward, intent on standing by him, to fight at his side. Someone banded a strong hand around her arm and pulled her backward before murmuring, ʺLeave them. Leave them to it, lass.ʺ The scent of sweat and leather filled her nose, and she closed her eyes. ʺEuan. Berdhan needs me.ʺ
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Also Available from Cobblestone Press, LLC Midnight Whispers by Anisa Damien © 2006 Chapter One “My name is Lion. I’ve crossed boundaries—enough to do this. Everyone knows about boundaries. Those secrets you place in the back of your mind. Those sexy impulses that bring a smile to your face…” “Oh, please,” Joie Reese exclaimed, slapping the palm of her hand on her thigh as she stood up from the conference table. She hit the Stop button on the recorder with the polished tip of her fingernail. She eyed Wrynne Jacobs, her station manager, owner, and friend. “It sounds like a bad porn tape.” Wrynne grinned as she pushed up her reading glasses on her pert nose. “His approach is what makes him so sexy.” “You’re kidding, right?” Joie was having difficulty understanding how some man calling up the station with a disguised voice could contain any sexy quality, but the wicked streak within her was intrigued. “He calls himself a ‘Lion’.” “Actually, no, I’m not kidding. Come on, think of the possibilities. This could be just what your show needs.”
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